BREAK 4 ME (CARRINGTON DIARIES 5)( Completed)

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BANKS
"What the hell are you doing?"I say to Mia.

I knew something was fucking up when she offered to pick me up when I got discharged from the hospital.

Even the fucking car ride to campus was silent because I'm trying to piece together some LOGICIAL explanation for this.I was fully expecting Vaughn or Jasmine to waiting out there.

But no,It was Mia leaving against her Ashton Martin with a smile on her face.I never wanted to turn back into the hospital so fast in my life.

I know that Mia Campbell was up to no fucking good."What do you mean?".

"You are a little too fucking excited to come here.I mean why did you even pick me up?"."Because I miss you?".

"You saw me almost every day I was there".

She rolls her eyes and I gasp."Ohhh I get it".

She turns around confused as we walk up the stairs of my dorm building."What?".

"I get what you missed.Dont worry,Little monster.I was cleared for all sexual activity so I can tie you up to my bed frame and eat your pussy till you can't cum anymore".

Her eyes darken and she says"And what if it's the other way around?","Id gladly let you tie me up so you can ride my cock till you scream.Actually I think that would be my favorite of the ideas".

"Fuck off.Im not jumping up and down because I want your dick"she says annoyed.

"what?Why else would you be in such a rush to pick me up from the hospital and take me back to my room".

The door opens and all of a sudden the lights turn on."SURPRISE!"They all yell.

A sign is hung that says 'Welcome back from the hospital,Banks!'.

I instantly frown as Diego walks over."I thought you might like a little get together with friends"he says.

"Then why are you here?".

Mia elbows my gut and says "Me,Olivia and Diego were up all night planning this party so it would be best if you were on your best behavior".

She gives me a warning look and I mentally groan.I thought she was rushing back here to fuck but IMAGINE my UTTERMOST disappointment to see it was all for a fucking surprise party.

Vaughn walks up and says"Yea.Banks you should be excited for a party"."You never hated them before"Zoe points out.

I tilt my head and drop my bags."Parties were an excuse for me to find Mia and have sex with her.Unless you all plan on leaving this place and letting me fuck her ,I definitely I'm not satisfied".

Mia glares at me and says "Stop being an ungrateful little shit.I did not blow all those balloons,struggle to hang up that fucking sign and even made sure to cater food here for you to act like this".

Don't let anyone do something for you that you can do yourself.Dont be weak,Banks.
The world needs less weak people.

"I didn't ask you to do this"I say softly.

Mias blue eyes widen and seethes "What the fuck did you just say?".

"I didn't ask you take out all the time of your day for something as pointless as this".

"Don't say that to her.She really cares about you enough to do something like this"Diego says.

"How about you mind your own business and get out of ours".

Olivia hits the back of my head and says "Don't be a fucking asshole.We did all of this for you so how about you-"."I didn't ask for this!"I yell.

They all look at me taken back and I clench my teeth."I didn't ask for any of this!This isn't a welcoming!It's a fucking reminder.'Sorry that you were so pathetic and let your sexual abuse cloud your mind and cause you to run into a ditch.I know I'm weak there no reason for you all to run it in my face'".

Mia looks at me sadly and I clench my teeth."I've had enough pity from my parents.So please enjoy this party.But don't expect me to laugh and have fun at my weakness".I turn around and walk out of the room.

The second I step outside I freeze.
What the fuck just happened?

My filter,everything that I keep down..it's like it went away.

It's like that Lock I had on my heart and my feelings had went away.I pushed every bad emotion and experience down so I wouldn't cause anyone trouble.

I did all of that for me and for the people around me.Because I'm a headache as it is.

"Preppy!".

I shake out of my thoughts and keep walking."Baby".

Mia grabs my hand pulling me back.I glare at her as she sighs."Fuck Banks I'm sorry.That really isn't what this is.You are not weak trust me.You aren't.That isn't what this is".

She takes a deep breath and says "Diego threw this to cheer you up.But I helped him because I wanted you to know that everyone there is here for you.It isn't pity Banks.It comes from Love.I swear".

I frown and she intertwines our hands."So can we please go back there and try to see why I wanted to throw you this?".

When I don't say anything,Mia smiles softly and says "For me?".

For her??
Who does she think I am?Vaughn.
I am not so weak enough that I would say -

"Okay".

Mias eyes light up and she drags me back in.My face turns up in horror as I realize what I just did.What the hell.

Why did I just do that?Why did I say yes to something  I obviously don't want to do?

And why did I feel the need to when she told me please?And For her?

We walk in and I could see everyone looking at me.Vaughn and Jasmine were smirking at me like they knew what made me come back.

Mia leads me to the food and I look down.Hmm I see now.
She caters my favorite restaurant in London.Kitt's.

It's a lowkey fish and chips place I came across with Mum.I grab a plate and put food on it.At least I can make the most of the food.

"Sorry if I made you feel that way"Diego says walking over.

See???
Mia gives me a look and I clench my teeth."Thank you".

He looks at me shocked as Mia smiles at him.He walks away and Mia smirks at me."Was that hard?".

"Yes.Very fucking hard.I almost tossed my plate in his fucking face"."Why are you so dramatic"she asks.

"Because he lives for the drama"Jasmine says walking over.

Five euros that Naomi is right at her hip

"And he probably will always live for it too"Naomi finishes.

A smirk appears on my face and Jasmine pokes me.

"What are you smirking about?"."How annoying you are"I joke.

"Your more annoying dick"."Look in the mirror"I say.

"I do everyday"."That's a lot of broken glass".

Jasmine hits my shoulder as I laugh.Mia smiles at me as I shake my head.