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Is there any escape to your own thoughts? ~ Jay (alternate ending)🥀🌸

(This is the alternate ending to the one shot before). 

Jay extended his arms back, ready to finally leave the world. He began to shift his weight back, soon stopping as the loud bang of the roof door opened, revealing a worried Sunghoon. The younger's eyes shifted from worried to terrified as he saw Jay, slowly leaning backward. Sunghoon darted to Jay, pulling him onto the steady roof. "Holy shi-, Jay are you ok?!" Sunghoon began panicking as Jay looked at the taller, tears still streaming from his eyes. Jay stayed silent as he made contact with Sunghoon, still freaking out. He hiccuped a small sob as he quietly mumbled, "No. No, I'm not..." he sobbed as Sunghoon hugged them, the two dropping to the floor of the roof.

The two stayed there for hours, Jay letting out everything he had been going through the past few months. The remembrance of his childhood, the thoughts of death, and his slow spiral to where he was now. "Now... I just... don't know what to do. I didn't want to lay this burden on anyone other than myself, but now I've told you everything," Jay quietly said as he avoided Sunghoons eyes. "Jay. You almost died. You should have told us this so much longer ago. Thank whatever god could be out there you're not dead. You shouldn't think that it's a burden to us, it's anything but. We will always be here to listen, please, please, Jay, never keep this from any of us ever again. Please tell any of us this. None of us could ever lose you, please don't leave us, ever."

~Author

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