Life Beneath The Words At Play

I miss you more then anything

I miss you, but you ruined me.

You destroyed me.

Made sure there was nothing left of me under your canopy.

I sway like the wind hoping to one day brush against your skin just to be reminded of your tender kiss.

But you left me stranded in the rain, pouring acid and distain.

My flesh burned up as the tears stained my skull.

Still waiting on that letter and cake that you said you'd send me one day.

It's been 49 days...

I haven't heard your heart beating to someone elses harmony or even seen your eyes lay on another one of me.

That means you're still mine... right?

I could miss you forever, and an eternity still just stuck thinking of you.

My heart tells me to let you go.
My mind begs me to unlock my shackles attached to you.

But I miss you...

You violently tore me apart from my soul to heart. You even made sure to leave a mark on my mind, so I'd never forget.

But that's okay.
I forgive you,
all because
I still love you.

Take me back, I beg, but I'm talking at a brick stone wall. You shut me out and made sure I'd feel the regret flowing through my veins and pumping my heart with gasoline.

Throw me a match and watch me die, just for you. It's all for you. It's always been about you and no one else. So let me in, even if you'll throw me out. I still wander lost missing you and the peace you bring to the battle I'm losing.

Just one more moment, and I'll be complete.

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I feel like I accidentally plagiarized a Lana lyric somewhere. Never mind, it's similar, but it's not the same.

Inspired by: Francis forever[Mitski](just the name)