Lost Heart

Chapter 31 : comfort

Wang yibo everyday visit Xiao Zhan in his room, since that day they found him today already two weeks but nothing change for Xiao Zhan's recovery. healing the body is more easy than healing the soul, Xiao Zhan is too hurt to feel fine, too pain to get better. except sleeping and eat or drink Xiao Zhan never talk or do anything, he just like wish he could die soon or end his life but they always stay near him to avoid him try to kill him self again. the medicine and IV drip that they give him make him feel drowsy and sleepy all the time make Xiao Zhan feel his hands and feet really numb to move and do anything, he even couldn't wake up from bed by him self to walk to bathroom and need the nurse to help him. he couldn't stand too long even for pee or take bath but the nurse everyday help him to clean him self and avoid him went alone to bathroom. at first Xiao zhan try to fight back and push away the nurse but he is really too weak and give up when the forced to holding on his arms from behind and sometime Wang yibo take turn to guide Xiao Zhan to bathroom when he is not on duty.

"feel boring right? how if we going outside today?" Wang yibo ask after done feeding Xiao Zhan his lunch. "stop drug me everyday... just let me die..." Xiao Zhan refuse to drink the pills. "sorry but only like this you will listen right?" Wang yibo sigh and try again to put the pill infront of Xiao Zhan's lips. "it make me feel useless...i feel lost my hands and feet." Xiao zhan answer while try to push away Wang Yibo's right hand an make the pills fell on the floor. Wang yibo sigh hard and pull the syringe and fill it with the medicine liquid, he pull Xiao Zhan's left arm and quickly give the injection to Xiao Zhan while he ignored Xiao Zhan that try to push him away. "You need to push me more harder next time if you want to stop me." Wang yibo smile after success done give Xiao zhan the injection. actually it make Wang yibo sad because Xiao Zhan really weak now and couldn't stop him or push him away.  Wang  Yibo help Xiao Zhan to shaving after few minutes the medicine start kick in and Xiao Zhan only could laid on bed hopeless, wet the towel with warm water and help him clean him self, apply the ointment on his back where Xiao Zhan get abused by the toy before. Wang Yibo do it by him self everyday to avoid Xiao Zhan feel ashamed to the nurses even actually it was normal to the nurses as their job to clean the patient body. Wang yibo change the pajama and womb the hair. Xiao zhan almost fell into deep sleep again when Wang Yibo done change his pajama. 'Its almost heal and it won't hurt anymore, few more day it will heal completely. sorry but if you didn't put ointment on it, it will get infection." Wang yibo explain when hear Xiao Zhan moan weakly in pain when the ointment cotton bud touch on the wound at his backside. "Go away... i don't feel good." Xiao zhan moan weakly under his blanket. Wang yibo sigh when realize the stimulant drug that bastard Yu bin give to Xiao Zhan before still stay in Xiao zhan's blood even after weeks, because he give it too much to Xiao zhan everyday and become like poison that always make Xiao Zhan easily get horny and turn on each time get touch near his butt or under his waist and hips. Wang Yibo know Xiao Zhan feel weird couldn't stop him self to moaning in pleasure and it make him feel ashame till hide him self under the blanket when the stimulant drug poison kick in and he wildy move his hips on bed to make him self feel better. Wang yibo only watch Xiao zhan suffer hide him self because he didn't know what happen to his body. Wang yibo saw the teeth bite mark wound on Xiao Zhan's arms before because Xiao Zhan bite him self to stop him self get moaned loudly.

after more than two weeks those stimulant drug still kick in each time Wang yibo apply on the ointment and everytime it happen Xiao Zhan will hide him self under the blanket but today he couldn't hide him self because Wang yibo pull both oh his arms hardly and pull him to sit on bed and out of sudden pull Xiao Zhan into his embrace.  " i know its hurt, just bite on me don't bite on your arms. just moan it out, it wasn't a sin" Wang yibo wispering and hug Xiao Zhan tightly in his embrace. Xiao Zhan feel ashamed to moan while Wang yibo hugging him, that is why he biting his lips try to ease the weird feeling in his body. Wang yibo rubbing slowly on Xiao Zhan's back while humming tender song and it make Xiao Zhan slowly feel much better and those weird feeling slowly fade away and the injection medicine that Wang Yibo give him before start working and make him feel drowsy until unconsciously he feel sleep in Wang yibo's embrace. Wang yibo stop humming the song when realize Xiao zhan hug become loosen up and he hear Xiao Zhan's moan stop and now his breathing become more slow than before.

Wang yibo still sit for awhile hugging Xiao Zhan that still sleeping in his embrace until almost half an hour before he carefully laid back Xiao Zhan on bed. Wang yibo sigh and wipe sweat on Xiao Zhan's face with tissue and pull up the blanket to cover his body, he change the IV drip tube with Medicine liquid to help detox Xiao Zhan's body from those stimulant drugs that poison his body almost more than two weeks since they found him. the poison make Xiao Zhan easily feel high and get horny and its dangerous if it make Xiao zhan give up and beg to get rape by Yu bin that time if they still couldn't found Xiao Zhan that time, luckily  they quickly safe Xiao Zhan from that devil kidnappers that time. Wang yibo watching Xiao Zhan sometime panting in  breathing like having nightmare and it just slowly stop when Wang yibo humming tenderly near his ears and brush his fingers on Xiao Zhan's hairs. "is ok...I'm here...You are safe." Wang yibo voice humming to comfort Xiao zhan in his sleep.