Xiao zhan condition not getting better fast like they wish, because even they save him from the overdose side effect, he already lost his will to stay alive. He didn't show any reaction when nurse or doctor talk to him, Xiao zhan refuse to open his mouth for eat and drink until they didn't have choice to instal feeding tube through his mouth to his throat when he under anesthesia because only IV drip couldn't support nutrition that his body need for healing period. Since comeback from get abducted, Xiao zhan back as breathing mannequin.
Xiao zhan close him self, refuse to show any reaction because he feel betrayed and hurt. He know Doctor and nurses in hospital take care of him but after he get abducted, he didn't know who he can really trust. He blaming him self to let all of it happen just because he still alive from that night car accident, Xiao zhan already lost everything and feel so useless to stay alive. Since he can't end his life with suicide, he decide to close him self from everyone and wish his life will end soon. But everyday he saw Doctor Wang come to visit him, sitting beside him and talk to him about lot of thing, about his other patients, about his cat or even funny thing that happen in hospital. Everyday Doctor Wang yibo will put the smartphone in Xiao zhan's hands just wish he will type something to reply or ask question. But everyday Xiao zhan never move his fingers on the smartphone screen like he wish for.
Xiao zhan though Doctor Wang really stubborn young man, he visit everyday and sit everynight after work beside Xiao zhan's bed. But then Doctor Wang didn't come to visit for 3 days and Xiao zhan just sigh, the doctor finally give up too. But then nurse Chen Yi told Xiao zhan, Doctor Wang get an accident and injury his right foot so he can't come to visit. Xiao zhan close his eyes and just ignore the nurse but secretly listening too.
"Xiao zhan, hei wake up its time to eat." Doctor Wang voice make Xiao zhan that still sleeping open his eyes. Wang yi bo pump the small tube of foods liquid into Xiao zhan's feeding tube after he make sure Xiao zhan awake so he won't choke on the foods through his throat. Wang yi bo pump the second tube contain the fruits liquid after done with first tube. He put the smartphone on Xiao zhan's hands after he help Xiao zhan sit on his bed and walk to bathroom to wash his hands. Xiao zhan saw how Doctor Wang limping walk to the bathroom, he must be injury his leg when got accident. He ignored smartphone in his hands that laid on his lap but he hear some noise from bathroom, like something heavy falling to the floor. Xiao zhan begin feel worry when Doctor Wang still didn't walk out from bathroom. Xiao zhan feel his hands trembling and push the call button to call Doctor Wang number. Its ringing but no one pick it up, in panic Xiao zhan try to move his hands to grab the emergercy call button near his bed side but its too far away. Xiao zhan try several time until he fell from bed but he finally grab emergency call button in his hands. He feel dizzy and hurt after fell from bed but he ignore it and push the button in panic for help.
Nurses rush in and quickly hug him to calm Xiao zhan down before laid him back on bed. Xiao zhan desperately try to told them to check on Doctor Wang inside the bathroom but he can't talk. He point his finger to bathroom and he start crying when he feel useless just because he is mute. "Doctor Wang!!" Nurse Chen yi scream and ask for help when she feel curious why Xiao zhan keep point on the bathroom after they found him fell from bed. They found Doctor Wang Yibo laid unconscious on the bathroom floor.
Xiao zhan start choking to breathe just because his feeding tube get pulling out half way accidentally from his mouth when he fell down from bed. Nurse try to pull it out first while the other nurse try to calm him down to stop moving his hands from his mouth that trying to grab out the tube that uncomfortable stuck half way on his throat. After few minutes they manage to calm down Xiao zhan and instal the new feeding tube for him. "Is ok, it won't hurt now." Nurse chen yi calm him and wipe blood on his wrist because the IV drip needles get pull out when he fell down before.
"Luckily Xiao zhan manage push the emergency call button or we won't find out Doctor Wang fainted in bathroom." The other nurse feel glad atleast Xiao zhan still could told them. "Yes, but next time put that emergency button near his hands. If you put it there, Xiao zhan won't fell from bed and hurt him self like that." Nurse Chen yi warn to other nurses that feel guilty because though Xiao zhan never use it before.
Wang yibo awake on hospital bed and sigh, he still have fever and suddenly feel dizzy in bathroom when wash his hands. Actually he still get his day off but he just came to work because want to check on Xiao zhan's condition. He feel surprise when nurse told him the one that call for help him is Xiao zhan. At first he smiling because Xiao zhan finally care too, but he quickly rush to Xiao zhan's room when they told him Xiao zhan fell from bed because try to grab the emergency call button. He saw nurse checking up on Xiao zhan and he sigh deeply when they told him Xiao zhan feeding tube also accidentally get pull out half way and hurt his throat when he fell. "Xiao zhan just fell sleep, i think its really hurt because he keep whimpering in pain when we moving him back to bed." Nurse explain when checking on the bruise on Xiao zhan's shoulders and back. "He didn't get any fracture right?" Wang yibo ask while he saw the nurse applying some medicine balm on Xiao zhan's bruise. "Doctor Lee check on his condition before and said its only outside bruise." The nurse smile and make Wang yibo feel glad too.
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Lost Heart
FanfictionWhen you already lost everyone and everything around you, then you will start scared to have feeling. you let it numb till everything look like heartless. but then when you did it, people though you are ghost without heart.
