Lost Heart

Chapter 4 : Why You cry?

Wang yi bo start work in their family hospital, this morning he walk around with few nurses to check on patients under his care. He skip Xiao zhan room and told the nurses he will visit Xiao zhan at the last turn so he could stay more longer there. Wang yi bo visit and check on his patients one by one and he happily cheer them up to get well soon. He feel surprise when one of nurse told him its almost near lunch time. "where is nurse Chen yi?" Wang yi bo ask when he looking around and didn't see Chen Yi. "Chen Yi in Xiao zhan room, almost lunch time so she will be there to feed Xiao zhan." One of the nurse explain to Wang yi bo before they continue their duty. Wang yi bo just nod and decide to visit Xiao zhan room too.

"Xiao zhan, you just eat 3 spoons, please eat more. You didn't eat anything since morning. Is there anything you wish to eat?" Chen yi plead and feel worry day by day Xiao zhan eat more less than before. "He didn't want to eat?" Wang yi bo ask and sit near the bed. "Ussually he will open his mouth and eat when we put spoon of porridge in front of his lips. But today he only eat 3 spoons of his meal." Chen yi complain while try again to feed Xiao zhan. "Chen yi Can we feed him other foods beside that plain porridge?" Wang yi bo ask while looking at the plain porridge on Chen Yi hands. "Actually Xiao zhan allowed to eat other foods, it just we affraid he get choke because all this time he never try to munch his meal and just swallow it directly." Chen yi sigh and tell Wang yi bo the reason why they have to feed Xiao zhan the porridge that they blend become smooth. "Wait here, i will be back soon." Wang yi bo smile and rush to his father office. "Pa, this morning mama give you mushroom soup as your lunch box right?" Wang yi bo smile and he grin when saw his father unpacking the lunch box. "Yes, did you want eat it too?" Wang yi xian ask curiously. "Yes, Pa please order other foods, i take this soup, bye and thank you." Wang yi bo grin and quickly take away the lunch box from his father hands and leave his father in confuse state.

Wang yi bo smile happily pour the soup into small bowl and give it to Chen yi to feed Xiao zhan. "My mama cooking that soup, so you better don't waste it Xiao zhan." Wang yi bo said and smile when Chen yi feeding Xiao zhan and he open his mouth. "Woah, Xiao zhan want eat the soup. Thank you Doctor Wang, this soup smell so nice." Chen yi feel happy Xiao zhan want to eat more. But then they stop laugh and smile when realize there are tears wet Xiao zhan's cheeks. "Xiao zhan, why you crying? Did you feel hurt somewhere? Xiao zhan?" Chen yi worriedly wipes away the tears and they feel surprise Xiao zhan close his eyes and ignored them.

Xiao zhan feel his tongue really bitter since morning but he can't tell anyone about it. He refuse to eat because feel uncomfortable in his throat. He know they feel worry at him but he just feel so sick today. The new young doctor those nurses talk about is the hospital owner only one son, Wang yi bo now also become one of doctor that treat him since today, and Xiao zhan didn't have heart to refuse nurse Chen yi feed him the mushroom soup that Doctor Wang yi bo said it was made by his mother. The soup taste really delicious and it make Xiao zhan remember his mom too, the memories when they still alive make him feel really sad and the tears just fell down unconsciously. Now both or doctor Wang and nurse Chen yi though he get hurt or feel pain but no one of them though if Xiao zhan crying just because the memories is too hurt to remember when he realize his family already leave him forever.

Xiao zhan open his eyes when realize someone hugging him tenderly, at first he though nurse Chen yi the one that hug him but then he stare blankly after realize the one that hugging him now is Doctor Wang. "Cry as much as you wish Xiao Zhan, maybe it could make you feel much better." Wang yi bo tenderly pat on Xiao zhan's back and looking at Xiao zhan that now stare blank to the wall. "If only you can share out your sorrow to any of us, it won't feel hurt a lot like now." Wang yi bo smile and he carefully wipe away tears on Xiao zhan cheeks. "Chen yi, when Xiao Zhan's aunt or uncle ussually come to visit?" Wang yi bo ask while check on board about Xiao zhan medical report. "Ussualy his uncle will visit once a week in saturday and his aunt visit 2 times a week, today maybe Mrs Fei will visit Xiao zhan. She ussually come at monday or friday. I think she will came to visit at 4pm like always." Chen yi pout, because she feel Xiao zhan always lost control and try hurt him self everytime when his aunt visit him, Chen yi can't give any prove so she just keep the fact by her self. "So she will visit today? Please tell me when she come, i need to ask a lot of thing to know more about Xiao zhan so we can cure him back." Wang yi bo smile and he help Chen yi to fix Xiao zhan sleep position after done feeding him.

"No need to tied him and no need to gag him now, i will put it later when i leave him alone." Wang yi bo stop Chen yi to tied back Xiao zhan with the bondage. "Are you sure Doctor Wang? Hmm if Xiao zhan refuse to open his mouth you have to call me ok?" Chen Yi sigh after Wang yi bo give her sign to leave them alone. She leave after Wang yi bo nod and told her, he will call her to check on Xiao zhan before he leave the room.

Wang yi bo pull out his handphone and play the mp3 song. The song he playing now is one of the song that Xiao zhan sing when he still an idol. While Wang yi bo looking at Xiao zhan, he actually feel sad, why a talented young man like Xiao zhan could end in the place like this hospital. Xiao zhan close his eyes and decide to sleep when he listening to his own song from the phone. That is the past, popularity is poison and make him feel life in hell like now. Because of his popularity his friend try to kill him by sabotage his car and make all his beloved family died and leave him alive alone. Xiao zhan didn't realize when he really falling a sleep until when he feel someone tied his hands on bed side and he feel its too tight and hurt his wrist. He open his eyes and saw his aunt was there smirk at him. "So now they let you  without bondage and gag? Woah, i think they start to believe you huh?!" Fei yu lin roughly shove the gag into Xiao zhan mouth and make he try to cough it out. "you life so well in here right? You want to use all your legacy to pay your hospital bills?!" Fei yu lin whispering while she start pinch on Xiao zhan upper waist and arms few times until Xiao zhan whimpering in pain and struggling panickly pulling on his hands that still get tied. He looking around wish to found someone to help him but the door is closed and it make Xiao zhan feel more hopeless.

"Xiao zhan, what if you sign this paper today? Aunty will help you to less all your sorrow very soon. I will help you to meet your mom and dad soon in the heaven. Don't be so stubborn ok?" Fei yu lin said almost whispering persuade her nephew for the several time. Xiao zhan ignored her and just stare blank at the wall, but that make Fei yu lin get angry and roughly pulling out the gag from Xiao zhan mouth. She shove few tiny pills into Xiao zhan mouth and forced him to swallow it. "I think you are still smart even paralized, so maybe you need become stupid to understand all my words." Fei yu lin smirk after saw Xiao zhan coughing because forced to swallow weird pills. Fei yu lin panic when suddenly Nurse Chen yi rush into the room with a young doctor. "Chen yi take this lady out from this room now!" Wang yi bo push the emergency button after check on Xiao zhan condition and found some weird tiny pills that still left   inside Xiao zhan mouth. Xiao zhan still coughing and slowly lost his conscious while Wang Yi bo release both of his hands bondages and pull him to sit and try to make him vomit out the pills. Fei yu lin try to fight back when Chen yi pulling her out but she can't fight back anymore when security come in and drag her out from Xiao zhan room.
  
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