Lost Heart

Chapter 8 : Past and future

Fei yu lin feel really dissapointed after her plan get messed up by the young doctor in the hospital. She feel almost make Xiao zhan give up on his life and make that rich kid give her all money and his legacy. Fei yu lin really afraid if Xiao zhan could talk again and reveal her secret to other. If that kid report to police she might end in jail. Money and legacy already blind Fei yu lin heart but yesterday after get caught still didn't make Fei yu lin realize her mistake and her sin. Fei yu lin even plan to ruin her nephew life after failed to get her wish. She begin her plan with post online few of Xiao zhan's pictures in hospital that she get secretly when visit Xiao zhan with her phone. Some of it show when Xiao zhan sleeping with bounded hands and rubber gags in his mouth. She post it out after create fake account in weibo and tag Xiao zhan fanpage that always waiting for Xiao zhan comeback after Xiao zhan missing from public a week after got car accident with his family.

The news spread really fast and Fei yu lin add more lie to make chaos in fans club website. 'Idol Xiao zhan become crazy and get hospitalized as mental patient.' Those words enough to make the online searching news get attention from paparazzi and media. The news also reach Hope hospital, nurses and doctors those take care of Xiao zhan all these time getting angry because there is someone spread online fake news about their patient. Wang yi bo also get shock when found Xiao zhan pictures that shouldn't get publish when nurses show him the online news. "Keep this as secret from Xiao zhan, don't mention about this near Xiao zhan." Wang yi bo warn because he didn't want Xiao zhan feel down again when still in recovery time. The nurses promised to keep that as secret from Xiao zhan. Since that day nurses also close all window curtain in Xiao zhan's room and didn't wheel Xiao zhan on his wheelchair to the hospital park like ussually after lunch time. The hospital team work together to avoid the paparazzi found out Xiao zhan in the hospital.

Wang yi bo feel glad at least the surgery and therapy work well on Xiao zhan's legs recovery. Xiao zhan slowly could stand on his both of his feet again even only for less than a minutes. And they feel glad Xiao zhan getting better day by day even he still mute and never show any expression except stare blank on both of his legs or hands in his lap. "You feel much better right? If the therapy session done well you could walk and run again on your own feet." Wang yi bo peel an apple at Xiao zhan's bed side. Xiao zhan just sigh deeply and try to get water from table near his bedside, but Wang yi bo saw it and help Xiao zhan to pour the water on the glass and give it to Xiao zhan. Wang yi bo smiling when saw his patient slowly didn't avoid all their care anymore. He help Xiao zhan to holding on the glass because Xiao zhan hands still shaking after holding on the standing bar to learn standing again few minutes ago. "Here, eat this." Wang yi bo give a piece of apple into Xiao zhan's hands and give sign to Xiao zhan to eat it.

Xiao zhan actually feel really glad today finally he could stand on his feet again even only for less than one minute but that is better than feel hopeless before get the surgery. But Xiao zhan still feel afraid to show his emotion, afraid to trust anyone since he get betrayed by his own friends and by his own aunt that even try to kill him. Xiao zhan sigh while slowly munching piece of apple that he holding on. He looking at young doctor Wang yi bo that still peeling the apple for both of them. "You still want to eat more right?" Wang yi bo smiling after realize Xiao zhan looking at him peeling the apple. Xiao zhan nod slowly while keep eating the apple, he couldn't eat faster like other only could slowly munch his meal because since awake from coma, he only drink milk or eat blended porridge that nurse feed him all the time beside the IV drip and daily nutrition that inject into his body. Wang yi bo smile widely because this is first time Xiao zhan give reaction as answer since awake from coma and close him self.

Wang yi bo leave to do his daily check up for other patients in his department with nurses. He leave after Xiao zhan fall into sleep when reading book that the nurse give to him so he won't feel boring because he stay in his room all the time. Without realize Wang yi bo being busy all day long until he feel his stomatch growling as sign of hungry. He close his patients medical records and walk to Xiao zhan's room before leave and go back home for dinner. Wang yi bo actually only want to check on Xiao zhan condition that already sleeping, but Wang yi bo stop check on Xiao zhan medical records when saw Xiao zhan sweating a lot and look like having a terrible nightmare. He watching Xiao zhan whimpering in pain and sobbing in his sleep. He carefully holding one of Xiao zhan's hand and pat tenderly try to calming down Xiao zhan that still got his nightmare.

Xiao zhan panting in panic, and wake up with sweat wet his face and back, he couldn't control his tears anymore and choking try to stop crying. When Xiao zhan awake he saw Doctor Wang yi bo holding on his hand and tenderly try to calm him down. "Is ok it just nightmare, Xiao zhan you are safe, is ok...i'm here, calm down." Wang yi bo tender voice make Xiao zhan feel a bit calm while he try to stop sobbing. That night accident is the worst nightmare that Xiao zhan face all these time since he awake from coma. He saw both of his parents dying in front of him and his little sister in his lap already stop breathing. Xiao zhan remember that time he screaming for help and couldn't move his leg because their car already crash badly. That night Xiao zhan fainted after bleeding badly and saw the other cars behind them stop to help them to call ambulance and report to police. Xiao zhan feel terrible headache and unconsciously he grab his own hair while hope the pain inside his head will gone. Wang yi bo know Xiao zhan get terrible trauma from the car accident that ruin his life, he saw Xiao zhan in pain while grab his own hair tightly. He pull Xiao zhan into his embrace and hope Xiao zhan could feel safe and didn't stress him self more. He pat tenderly while humming Xiao zhan song for few minutes until he feel Xiao zhan stop sobbing and breathe regulary in his embrace. Wang yi bo carefully lay back Xiao zhan on bed after find out his patient already fell sleep after tired cry and sobbing in his embrace. Xiao zhan still didn't realize more trouble come to ruin his life while Wang yi bo wish his patient Xiao zhan could getting better without find out about the online news that spread like fire. Young idol Xiao zhan that suddenly disappear since the car accident now found in hospital with mental dissorder after few months, this cruel rumour already spread and might hurt Xiao zhan if he find out about that now.