Lost Heart

Chapter 2 : Weird Bruises

Xiao zhan cough lightly when the nurse Chen Yi feed him the soup that taste too salty. Xiao zhan still coughing because he get chocking after drink the soup. He realize how the nurse panickly pat on his back and help him drink water after he stop coughing. To avoid get choke for the second time Xiao zhan refuse open his mouth for the second spoon of that salty soup when Chen Yi try to feeding him again. "Xiao zhan, you need to eat well to get better, come on open your mouth." Chen Yi beg while put spoon of soup infront of Xiao zhan's lips. "Chen Yi, taste the soup first, maybe its taste too weird. Xiao zhan never refuse eat if we feed him except the taste is weird." Wei min the other nurse walk in with glass of milk when she saw Xiao zhan refuse open his mouth again. "Aiya...so salty, Xiao zhan, i'm so sorry, i didn't know the soup so salty." Chen Yi quickly apologize and put both of her hands on Xiao zhan's cheeks. "Here, drink your milk after your lunch ok? Xiao zhan, we will get another fisiotherapy for your legs 2 hours after your lunch today. So you have to eat well." Wei min inform Xiao zhan therapy schedules. Both of them cheerfully talk even they know well Xiao zhan never reply or give any reaction to them. For them Xiao zhan condition now same like handsome mannequin laid on bed infront of them.

"Wei min, look there are few weird blue bruises again near Xiao zhan's armpit and on his inner tight. Its look really hurt." Chen Yi complain when both of them clean and bath Xiao zhan before change his pajama. "Yes, we found that last week too, at first doctor though that is sign of other disease, but after check up result out, Xiao zhan's condition is fine." Wei min sigh while carefully apply the ointment with cottonbud on the blue bruises. "Xiao zhan, who did this to you? You have to tell us, if there is anyone try to hurt you again. Next time i will put the emergency button on your hand palm, you have to push it if you get hurt again ok?" Chen yi explain while buttoning Xiao zhan pajama and quickly kiss on Xiao zhan's cheeks. "Hei you are cheating." Wei min scold when saw her friend secretly kiss xiao zhan their favourite patient.

"Xiao zhan, next time if anyone pinch you or hurt you, we will catch them for you. But you need to tell us the culprit. We know your body still could feel hurt except from your waist to your toes, so you can't let other to hurt you ok?" Wei min carefully try to explain when they tied back both of Xiao zhan wrist to the bed side with the soft bondage to avoid Xiao zhan try to kill him self again. "Wei min, Xiao zhan must be really hate this gag. Can we didn't put it back into his mouth?" Chen Yi beg when she have to shoved back the gag into Xiao zhan's mouth. "No, we don't want take other risk he bite his tongue or bite his own veins. We know well Xiao zhan already crazy enough try to end his life since he awake last month." Wei min warn and she take the gag and carefully shoved it into Xiao zhan's mouth after forced it to open a bit. They leave after make sure to check on Xiao zhan condition.

"Until when i have to stay alive? Mom, Dad both of you should take me away with you too that time." Xiao zhan sigh and close his eyes hopeless. He can't do anything since he get trap by his own aunt that provoke him to hurt him self and try to suicide. Actually Xiao zhan stop to hurt or kill him self after failed to die with cut his own wrist and drink all his sleeping pills a week after awake from coma. But then his aunt cruel plan make him going crazy and everyone in hospital believe his aunt lie that he try to kill him self everyday. When the fact , his aunt Fei Yu Lin is the one who cut his wrist for the second time with fruits knife out of sudden then she forced Xiao zhan to hold the knife before she scream for help from nurses and doctor in hospital. When the others came, all they saw is Xiao zhan holding on knife and one of his wrist bleeding badly. His aunt didn't stop right there, she even make xiao zhan angry at her until out of sudden she forced Xiao zhan mouth to open and scream for help tell nurse Xiao zhan try to bite his own tongue to kill him self. That time Xiao zhan try to release him self and struggling from his aunt that try to choke him because he refuse to sign the will paper to give all his legacy to his aunt. But then his aunt plan work well, everyone in hospital believe Xiao zhan try several time kill and hurt him self. Just because his aunt Fei Yu Lin act crying and beg them to tied up Xiao zhan and put gags to avoid Xiao zhan hurt him self next time. He fell into the trap, he can't talk to explain because out of sudden he lost his voice and ability to talk. He can't trust anyone since his aunt also betrayed him and try to hurt him only for the legacy. He feel too dissapointed and decide to close his mind and soul from anyone. He lost all his trust and hope, he can't do anything and just hope he could die in his sleep.

Xiao zhan didn't know how long he fell into sleep but he feel two male nurses wake him up and saw them massage both of his legs before carefully help Xiao zhan to move his leg up and down. Xiao zhan close his eyes again, its his fisiotherapy session again. This is the second time this week and Xiao zhan still couldn't feel his legs, its numb and feel like gone since he awake from coma. Xiao zhan already lost his hope try to stand on his feet again. Its useless, nothing change and already 3 weeks but Xiao zhan still feel same. "Xiao zhan, you have to try to move your toes or feet. If you didn't try then how can we know if you already get well or not." One of the male nurse that give him fisiotherapy try to cheer him up. But Xiao zhan to tired to try, he give up, he ignored both of those male nurse and pretend to sleep even when they slap him tenderly to make him stay awake.

Everyday is the same hell and the hell getting worst each time his aunt come to visit with or without his uncle. Xiao zhan sometime feel pity to his uncle Zhan fu ming because that old man cry hopeless wish Xiao zhan will get well soon and move on from his misery. But Zhan fu ming never realize his wife is the culprit that make Xiao zhan dying more with all her evil plan. But Xiao zhan didn't have heart to tell the truth to his uncle even if he have chance just because he also wish he could die soon. Atleast die is better than have to life to face the cruel fact of life.

Xiao zhan always feel useless each time his aunt plan to provoke him done well and make the doctor give him injection to calm him down when he struggling to free him self just because his aunt try to choke him and make Xiao zhan hard to breathing. No one see when his aunt try to choke him, but everyone saw him struggling to pull his hands bondage in panic and they though Xiao zhan try to hurt him self again. But luckily doctor or nurses could make his aunt stay back and stop provoke him more. That is the reason why Xiao zhan really wish any of doctor or nurses walk into his room when his aunt try to hurt him, even its too late to saw how cruel his aunt try to forced him sign the paper but atleast it could stop her to hurt him more. Xiao zhan feel glad doctor and nurses begin to realize weird blue bruises all this time on his body not sign of disease but begin to find out who is the culprit that pinch or hurt Xiao zhan. The good side is no one of doctor or nurse told this fact to his uncle or aunt, so his aunt won't feel get caught and try another way that maybe more cruel than now. Xiao zhan refuse to leave the hospital and go back to his house so his aunt won't have chance to torture him everyday as much as she want to and Fei Yu Lin refuse to bring Xiao zhan back to home and tell her husband Xiao zhan need more treatment in hospital but the real reason is she didn't want take care of Xiao zhan that laid on bed and can't move or do anything.