Lost Heart

Chapter 19 : Memories

Wang yibo let Xiao zhan cry out is sorrow, all these time Xiao Zhan holding back inside him and never talk about it. A young talented young man, an Idol that still in popular season, but only in one night Xiao zhan have to lost everything in blink of eyes. Xiao zhan lost both of his parents and his younger sister in that night car accident, and when he awake from coma he have to face another cruel fact, he already become mute, lost his voice, paralyzed, lost his dream and future just in one night. And the most hurt fact all was start by his own band mate jealous heart that end with sabotage his car and change all his destiny. *i want to went out* Xiao zhan type on his phone while still look down on his leg and sobbing silently. "ok, i will drive you." Wang yibo try to smile and pat tenderly on Xiao Zhan's shoulder. *but i didn't know their place...uncle and aunt never talk about it to me.* Xiao zhan quickly wipe away tears on his face and type again on his phone. *did Uncle Ming Qu give his phone number to you?* Xiao zhan ask curiously and he try to smile when saw Wang yibo smiling and nod. "But now still midnight, tomorrow i will call your Lawyer Uncle MIng Qu. but what kind of place that you wish to go until you need to ask it from your lawyer?" Wang yibo ask curiously. *the last place where my family rest in peace, i never have chance to pay my last respect since awake from coma, i lost my mind when uncle told me, i'm the only one that survive from that car accident. since that day i get locked in this hospital room.* Xiao zhan smile bitterly and try not to choke on his own tears. Xiao Zhan's answer make Wang yibo feel touching too, unconsciously his own tears fell and he quickly wipe it away before Xiao zhan saw it. 

Wang yibo talk about his college after Xiao zhan encourage him from his failure at their first meet few years ago, he try to cheer up Xiao zhan that still feel sad and broken. they talk all night long until Xiao Zhan silently yawning and start feel sleepy when morning almost come, Wang yibo saw it but he pretend didn't know it until Xiao Zhan begin close his eyes and unconsciously falling a sleep. "sleep Well, you have to be strong." Wang yibo whisper slowly and he slowly walk to the couch in that room to take short nap before morning come. Wang yibo make alarm in his phone to wake up at 6 AM and he smiling when realize its only 2 hours more. Wang yibo awake few minutes before his alarm ringing, because Xiao zhan have nightmare and accidental swipe his hands on the glass near his bed. Wang yibo try to calm down Xiao zhan that struggling in his sleep and begin choking to breathe. he shook Xiao zhan lightly to wake him up and when Xiao zhan open his eyes, he begin sobbing silently in Wang yibo embrace and trembling in fear. "is ok, i'm here, nightmare again?" Wang yibo ask almost whispering while pat on Xiao zhan's back to soothing down him, Wang yibo sigh deeply when he feel Xiao zhan nod in his embrace. Wang yibo wait until few minutes until make sure Xiao zhan calm down and he giggling when realize Xiao zhan actually fell sleep again in his embrace. "great, now i'm become comfortable pillow huh?" Wang yibo talk to him self and carefully laid back Xiao zhan on bed.

Wang yibo never though the young Idol that make him study diligently become a doctor and make him learn from his mistake now really broken and Wang yibo have to work hard to fix him. at first Wang yibo want to silently said thank you to Xiao zhan since first day he saw Xiao zhan again in hospital park, Wang yibo never thought Xiao zhan will remember that night accident when Wang yibo almost hit the kid with his motorbike. but then Wang yibo saw by him self how hard Xiao zhan struggling to stay alive and several time so desperately to end his life too. that night when first time he meet Xiao Zhan, he didn't remember well Xiao zhan's face because he still a bit drunk but he remember well Xiao zhan's voice and know Xiao Zhan name because the other call him by that name. Wang yibo still remember the second time he saw Xiao zhan's face clearly is from TV interview show, young idol that still smile brightly even when his whole right hands and arm wrap in white bandage. that is why wang yibo really shock when realize the paralyzed patient that sitting on the wheelchair at the hospital park with bondage and gags like mental patient is the same person that he meet few years ago.

"hungry?" Wang yibo ask when he walk out from bathroom to wash his face and saw Xiao zhan already awake and sit on bed. Xiao zhan shook his head lightly, he feel dizzy because lack of sleep and cry too much last night. Wang yibo walk out leave Xiao zhan alone and come back after almost an hour with bunch of breakfast and beverages. "if you can't sleep well at least you have to eat well" Wang yibo giggling when he put all the foods that he bought on the table in front of Xiao zhan's bed. *why buy so much food? i can't eat all* Xiao zhan show his phone after he saw few variant of foods and snacks. Xiao zhan only take out 1 piece of Egg Sandwich, 1 small pack of butter toast and a bottle of strawberry milk. *i choose these, you eat the rest of that.* Xiao zhan pout and begin eat after he walk out from bathroom to wash his face and brush his teeth. Wang yibo just smiling and he laugh when he trick Xiao zhan to eat more by share half of each bread or bun that he choose to Xiao zhan, at first Xiao zhan take it and eat it but after the third one, Xiao zhan push him away and stop eating.  "ok, ok, i will stop forced you to eat, but you have to eat well, we have long journey today. your lawyer, Uncle Ming Qu will arrive soon." Wang yibo said while clean the table and stop teasing Xiao zhan. *uncle Ming Qu coming?* Xiao zhan ask and he stop eating when saw Wang yibo nod. "He will drive us to visit your Parents, he said the place is far from this hospital so you need to stay fit for the long journey." Wang yibo explain and sigh when saw Xiao zhan's tears unconsciously fell again but Xiao zhan quickly wipe it away and he nod while try to smile bitterly.