Even hospital try their best to keep Xiao zhan privacy but the news still leaked inside the hospital. Other few patients or their family begin curious about the news. Some of them choose to ignored but some are really curious and try to find information about Xiao zhan too. It make hospital staffs and nurses also get complicated to explain. They only smile and said there is no idol or special list patient named as Xiao zhan in their hospital, only regular patient and all is same to get treatment. Medical team try to hide Xiao zhan from other patients but still some patient that remember saw the patient that look same like the online pictures those now spreading in weibo and other online website. Chaos in hospital make Doctors and nurses decide to move Xiao zhan to VIP room and blank the patient name in the door. Xiao zhan didn't know the reason why they move him to other room, but since the nurses start closed window curtains inside his room day and night he feel really sad because he can't see sunshine or rain from hospital window again like he always did when daydreaming and stare blankly.
Wang yi bo know Xiao zhan actually look sad when looking at closed curtain inside his room. He also feel curios why nurses never wheel him to the hospital park again like usuall. "Xiao zhan, look what i bring for you." Wang yi bo take out a small box from the paper bag. He helping Xiao zhan to sit on his bed and put the small box on Xiao zhan's hands. Xiao zhan just touching the box but still didn't dare to open it. "This is a phone, you can use it to call me anytime when you feel need something and for listen songs that you like." Wang yi bo helping Xiao zhan to open the box. Wang yi bo smiling when saw Xiao zhan touching his neck and slowly shook his head as a sign can't call because now he is mute and slowly push away the box back to Wang yi bo. "Here, we can use VC so i could see when you nod or shook your head. You can type too for chat me, we can talk more with chat." Wang yi bo try to cheer up Xiao zhan that though its impossible for him to use the phone. "I put my number in your phone, you just need to press number 1 in fast calls ID. I make chat ID too for you just press this icon then we can start the chat. But if you can't reach me when i'm busy, i'll reply you as soon as possible after i'm done." Wang yi bo explain and feel glad at least Xiao zhan nod as sign that now he understand how to use phone even when he is mute. *Thank you Doctor Wang.* Xiao zhan type as his first chat and make Wang yi bo smile happily. He never though Xiao zhan will start their chat so fast. "Woah, that is a good start Xiao zhan. Did you have anything that you feel want to share with me?" Wang yi bo ask carefully, but he smile bitterly when Xiao zhan reply, *nothing, sleepy* "ok, sorry if i disturb your nap time, but please call me anytime you wish. Don't worry i'm a good listener." Wang yi bo help Xiao zhan to laid back on bed and fix the blanket after check on IV drip on Xiao zhan's left hand. Xiao zhan looking at his new handphone on bedside table that Doctor Wang just give to him. Xiao zhan sigh and closing his eyes try back to sleep again.
Xiao zhan awake this morning when hear phone ringing beside him, he look at the caller ID on screen, Wang Yi bo. "Good morning, Xiao zhan which one you want to eat, Redbean bun or toast with omelete?" Wang yi bo ask while he point to the meal beside him when Xiao zhan accept his VC. Xiao zhan point to the toast with omelete on the right side and nod. "Ok, 1 or 2 piece?" Wang yi bo ask while grab 2 bottle of soy milk too from the seller. Xiao zhan show 1 sign with his finger as answer. "Ok, wait, i'll arrive at hospital soon." Wang yi bo end the call quickly, and Xiao zhan put back his phone on the table. This morning he feel uncomfortable and dizzy because he didn't sleep well last night after tired with the same nightmare. But today he get first VC from doctor Wang just to let him choose his breakfast after all these time only eat blended porridge from hospital.
"Doctor Wang, Xiao zhan temperature a bit high today. I think his medicine too strong for his body condition. Yesterday he vomit a bit after eat." Nurse Chen yi greet Wang yi bo that walk happily with meal packet on his hands. "Xiao zhan can't sleep well for few nights, he easily catch cold and fever. Start tonight, give him these sleeping pills to help him get some sleep. His recovery time will be more slow if he can't sleep well." Wang yi bo write the pills name and ask the nurse to get it for hospital pharmacy, its help to make Xiao zhan sleep more just until Xiao zhan could face his trauma and stop get the nightmare. Xiao zhan still sleeping when Wang yi bo walking into his room. Last night nightmare that Xiao zhan get make him feel really tired in the morning. Wang yi bo check Cctv records from his laptop this morning and find out Xiao zhan curled up on his bed at midnight and sobbing silently, he get nightmare and trashing a lot on bed last night until he awake and trying to calm him self. That is why Wang yi bo try to cheer him up with VC and let Xiao zhan choose his own breakfast from the market.
Xiao zhan awake when he feel someone near his bed, the toast smell so nice and make Xiao zhan open his eyes. "Lets eat, i will help you to clean first." Wang yi bo bring toothbrush and towel with small water basin. Xiao zhan try to use the toothbrush but his left hand still stuck with IV drip while his right arm also tied with the bondage for checking blood pressure that still connecting to the monitor on his bedside. Wang yi bo smile and help Xiao zhan to brush teeth like the nurse usually did everyday and put back Xiao zhan's hand that still can't move freely. After brush teeth, Wang yi bo clean Xiao zhan face with wet towel and find out Xiao zhan's skin feel warm because of the fever. Wang yi bo start to feed Xiao zhan toast that he bought this morning. Xiao zhan saw Doctor Wang cut the toast into small piece and feed him carefully.
"You can skip today fisiotherapy session
But tomorrow i will ask to reschedules it for you." Wang yi bo said while feed Xiao zhan the toast. *may i went out to the park please?* Xiao zhan type and sent it to the chatroom. Wang yi bo look at Xiao zhan but then he quickly shook his head, "sorry, you are not allowed to went out from your room now, but later after your recovery progress done. We will going out ok?" Wang yi bo answer make Xiao zhan only nod sadly. Wang yi bo can't let Xiao zhan went out from the bedroom because its really dangerous if the paparazzi found Xiao zhan and give him more stress to face a head.
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Lost Heart
FanfictionWhen you already lost everyone and everything around you, then you will start scared to have feeling. you let it numb till everything look like heartless. but then when you did it, people though you are ghost without heart.
