Lost Heart

Chapter 22 : Broken

Xiao zhan awake in panic after trashing on bed because of his nightmare, he feel someone pull him in hug before he try to push away that person, Xiao zhan hear the familiar voice that he always miss all these time, Yu Bin's voice. Xiao zhan's tears fell and he let Yu bin wipe it away with his fingers. " Zhan ge don't cry, it just a dream, forget it." Yu bin smile bitterly after release Xiao zhan from his hug and wipes away tears on Xiao zhan's cheeks. Xiao zhan didn't saw his phone near him and he can't type anything on it but he stop crying and feel glad, his manager and his only one best friend that still care even after all wave of life now back stand in front of him. Xiao zhan really scared if his aunt will hurt Yu bin, because that time he accidentally saw his aunt pour something into Yu bin glass. Xiao zhan pretend to sleep that time when he hear his aunt said to her self she will make Yu bin disappear because Yu bin stubborn to stay to take care of Xiao zhan and because Yu bin said he won't let anyone take away Xiao zhan's family legacy from Xiao zhan's hands. Xiao zhan really worry if his aunt will pour poison into Yu bin's drink that time. that is why in panic he grab the tea glass from Yu bin's hands and drink it all in hurry. Xiao zhan just never though that drink will make him vomit blood and become mute after an hour he drink it. but now when he saw Yu bin still stay alive and fine in front of him, he feel glad he drink that tea, Xiao zhan never regret his decision even it make him mute until now. because beside become his manager and assistant, Yu bin is his best friend since high school.

Wang yibo looking at small brown wooden box in front of him, he take it from Xiao zhan and keep it after Xiao zhan sleeping inside the car. Wang yibo really curious what kind of things that hidden inside that box until it become so precious for Xiao zhan. at first Wang yibo several time stop him self to open the box, but curiosity kill the cat, Wang yibo really curious and he try to open the box. Wang yibo feel a bit disappointed when he only found few things inside the box. he take out the necklace and saw Gege written on the necklace, maybe that is Xiao zhan younger sister necklace. Finally Wang yibo know why Xiao zhan really stubborn to get this wooden box, Wang yibo saw few photos of Xiao zhan with his family when they are celebrated his birthday at home, Xiao zhan's mother photo when she cook and smile so lovely because they teased her, Xiao zhan youngers sister photo when she sleep at the couch, Xiao zhan's father photo when he wash their car. Wang yibo found few letter from Xiao zhan's mother that written on beautiful papers, he read it one by one and find out how Xiao zhan's parents really missed Xiao zhan but still cheer him up to be popular idol, even the risk is they become difficult to have time for meet and stay together with Xiao zhan because of Xiao zhan's popularity and tight schedules that time. Wang yibo found small flash drive, he carefully connect it to his computer and sigh deeply, Xiao zhan record every moments when he stay with his family, Wang yibo could hear Xiao zhan's mother complain why Xiao zhan keep record the video and Xiao zhan cheerful voice answer her, because he feel dying when they are not around. unconsciously Wang yibo tears fell, the video, the pics and everything inside the wooden box is beautiful moments to remember but now for Xiao zhan its become painful to remember because now Xiao zhan only stay alive alone without his family.

Wang yibo stop the video and close his computer when suddenly nurse chen yi walk in in hurry and told him something happen to xiao zhan. they walk into Xiao zhan's room and saw Xiao zhan threw things around him in angry but Yu bin standing there and let Xiao zhan explode his anger. "What happen to Xiao zhan?" Wang yibo ask while try to avoid the things that Xiao zhan threw around. "Zhan Ge find out about the news, that he lost his mind and become mental patient all these time. he remember the picture when he get tied up on bed with bondage and gags when those paparazzi show it to him. let him cry out his anger, he hold it too long." Yu bin answer firmly and he quickly rush to catch Xiao zhan when he saw Xiao zhan collapse and kneel on the floor. Xiao zhan still conscious but he look really angry. Xiao zhan struggling try push away Yu bin and he keep struggling push everyone away include nurses and Wang yibo. Xiao zhan's condition still weak and his emotion unstable, he feel terrible headache because cry too much today, he hardly catch his breath but when he remember those questions from those paparazzi, he feel really disappointed. Xiao zhan feel dying more because those rumor really killing him, he already lost everything and now they call him crazy. Xiao zhan feel his life really useless and look like fate really write awful destiny for him, make him become big joke to laugh in media, his career already broken when he fell into coma and become paralyzed, mute and lost his family and know he find out they called him as mental patient. Xiao zhan really lost him self and it make him give up to stay alive, no more reason to stay alive when even fate laughing at his life. Wang yibo scream in panic when Xiao zhan grab piece of broken glass from the floor and try to stab it to his own neck, luckily Yu bin grab both of Xiao zhan's wrist tightly and didn't let it go even Xiao zhan try hard to struggling. Wang yi bo didn't have choice except knock down Xiao zhan with the injection and make him collapse on the floor slowly lost his own conscious. They know well Xiao zhan is really broken now and they afraid they couldn't fix Xiao zhan this time.

"Zhan ge you can't give up like this, you have to stay alive, both of your parents shield you from get hit in that accident. You have to stay alive, remember that! Your mom, even until her last breathe, she still call me to help you....." Yu bin cry sadly before Xiao zhan really lost his conscious after get the injection.