They move back Xiao zhan to his own room after 2 days stay in Intensive care room. They didn't tied Xiao zhan's on his bed anymore and also didn't need to shove the rubber gags into his mouth anymore after know all this time Xiao zhan's aunt plan it all just to make Xiao zhan look lost control and crazy. Xiao zhan getting better and the drugs side effect slowly gone, but Xiao zhan feel pain on his back because his nerves now normal again and not feel numb like when his aunt drugs him. He try to ignored the pain but sometime its hurt a lot, he try holding back the pain but then nurses that take care of him start realize about his condition. "Doctor Wang, Xiao zhan look like holding on the pain, he look like feel really hurt somewhere. When he move him so we could change the bedsheet, Xiao zhan biting his lips like he is really in pain." Wei min report to Wang yi bo because Xiao zhan still ignored them and didn't nod or shook his head when they ask him. Wang yi bo looking at his patient and sigh when realize how stubborn his patient still close him self even they already try to save him yesterday.
"If you feel hurt to place that i touched, you can to tap your fingers on my hand, we can't help you if you didn't tell us." Wang yi bo holding on Xiao zhan right hand and start touching Xiao zhan's chest, back and shoulder. Wang yi bo could feel Xiao zhan tap his fingers when Wang yi bo touching his back and his waist. Sweat start fill Xiao zhan's face because he feel really hurt, Xiao zhan closing his eyes tight. "Wei min, he could feel again, the drugs already run off from his body system so he could feel the pain now. Make appointment for Xiao zhan to get CT scan check up this afternoon." Wang yi bo order and give pain killer injection into Xiao zhan's IV drip. "We will run some check up for you and find out how to less the pain in the future. For now i already give you injection but if you feel the pain is too much to handle you can told us so we could help you. Xiao zhan you could hear us right?" Wang yi bo ask and he try to pat on Xiao zhan's cheeks lightly but Xiao zhan didn't give any reaction just because he stubbornly holding back the pain.
Xiao zhan panting to catch his breathe because the pain is slowly torturing him since he awake this morning. It just feel like someone poking neddles on his skin and like hot candle burns on skin. He try to ignored the pain but when the nurses change the bedsheet and move his body a bit the pain just drive him crazy. He even almost cry out when Doctor Wang poke him to check his pain source. Xiao zhan biting lips to endure it but then the pain slowly fade away when the pain killer in his IV drip start working to numb his pain.
The CT scan result show them that Xiao zhan's back injury is the main reason of Xiao zhan pain source. Xiao zhan have to get surgery to fix his nerves that get pinched on his back because of the crash that he got from the car accident. Xiao zhan get injured in car accident few months ago but his injury getting worst because he laid paralized for moths on hospital bed. Wang yi bo report to his father and also Xiao zhan's lawyer so they could get Xiao zhan into surgery to stop the pain and wish Xiao zhan could walk again on his own feet.
Xiao zhan hear all about his surgery but he actually afraid if the hope about his chance to walk again only a fake hope. Xiao zhan already give up since awake from coma and find out both of his feet couldn't move at all, he even couldn't feel anything on both of his legs. Since he lost everything, Xiao zhan only one wish just to die earlier better than life as burden for other. He didn't think to kill him self anymore but also never try to hope anymore for better life. Xiao zhan is popular idol before the accident and now have to face the fact life as a paralyzed patient is not an easy fact to accept in his life. He know when nurses carefully help him to sit on bed before feed him, and worriedly keep checking on his face just to find out if they hurt him or not with each move that Xiao zhan make just for sit and laid on his bed. Today nurse also told Xiao zhan about his surgery tomorrow morning and try to cheer him up, but Xiao zhan is too hopeless to wish for anything.
The surgery done well in doctors team's hands, they fix the problem and there is a possible that Xiao zhan could stand or walk with his feet again if the therapy progress could done well later. Wang yi bo feel glad at least he could give some new hope for Xiao zhan so he could try to fight for his life again and not stay in hopeless like before. He really hope he could tell the good news to Xiao zhan after he awake from anesthesia but he have to wait more longer because Xiao zhan still unconscious after they move him from surgery room to his room.
"Doctor Wang, Xiao zhan sweating a lot and breath too fast since few minutes ago, we try to wake him up but he still closed his eyes." Nurse Chen yi report on phone call to Wang yi bo that still at home because it still early morning. "I will arrive in 30 minutes to check him up later, try to call other doctors those still in duty to check on Xiao zhan's condition first." Wang yi bo give order before he jump out from his bed and rush to take a bath. Wang yi bo rush to the hospital and feel glad when saw his father walk out from Xiao zhan's room with Doctor Li. "Xiao zhan got fever and maybe he just have nightmare, now he already fine and awake but he still got fever. I think he still trauma because of his aunt that tortured him all these time when we didn't realize it at all." Doctor Li explain and give Xiao zhan's medical records to Wang yi bo that bow to him and feel thankful. "Yi bo, your mom just call and blame me to make you come to hospital so early." Wang yi xian sigh pat on his son's shoulder that giggling when he remember he just skip his breakfast just because he though something worst happen to his patient pasca surgery and his mom several time warned him not to speed up when drive. "Lets breakfast together, our hospital cafe foods are really delicious." Wang yi xian drag his son to eat but his son refuse. "Later Pa, i will go to eat breakfast with you after i check on my patient condition. Promise i will do it as fast as possible." Wang yi bo quickly walk away to Xiao zhan's room before his father drag him again.
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Next chapter more chaos in fansite and Xiao zhan get kidnap from hospital.
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Lost Heart
FanfictionWhen you already lost everyone and everything around you, then you will start scared to have feeling. you let it numb till everything look like heartless. but then when you did it, people though you are ghost without heart.
