Law Of Love

NOT AN UPDATE

Hello everyone,

Before anything I would like to apologize to all of you for disappearing without a word for so long. It definitely wasn't my intention to keep you guys waiting. Though, in hindsight I should've expected it and told you guys in advance. The reason I didn't is because this is my private matter and I didn't want to make it public. Even now I really don't want to discuss these things here. But I owe you guys an explanation at the very least. So as most of you already know that my father passed away last year and I had taken a break from writing during that time and his first death anniversary is just around the corner.

And you guys also must've noticed that I was taking a lot more time to update a chapter than usual. Though I was genuinely busy during those times and was finding it difficult to juggle things, it wasn't the main reason. The main reason was due to some conflicts happening in my family. Ever since my father's passing there have been multiple problems back to back starting with the enormous debt he left behind for us to deal with which we didn't know anything about until after his death. So it was a huge blow to our whole family. And then there were also some disputes regarding property which I do not want to dive into details about.

And since I live away from my hometown, most of these things were being handled by my sister and I only had second hand information through phone calls and chats. I naively thought these issues weren't a big deal and could be solved with just talks. But then things escalated two months ago and now it has turned into a court battle. I had still hoped we would be able to talk things out and settle everything outside the court. But once again I realized how naive and stupid I am when it comes to real life matters. I have seen such things happening in movies and serials where families fight each other for properties and money. But I never once thought my own family would be one of them.

It's truly disheartening to see the true faces of people whom you once considered family and how easily people change faces with situations. We used to be such a tight knit family and I have lived more than half my life with these people. There are no differences in my mind between them and my parents. But now I don't even know if I had ever really known them. I do not know how long legal battles take. But our lawyer told us these things could take forever depending on how long both the parties are willing to drag it out. So basically it all comes down to who has more money to waste.

I have been back in my hometown since last month because of all of this and I feel guilty to leave my family behind and put all the burden on my sister's shoulders. But I also don't know how long I can stay here without going back. It's already been more than a month and it doesn't look like the case is going anywhere. My mother's health is also not good because of all this. But she refuses to leave our hometown and come with me. So right now I really am in a hard place both mentally and emotionally. My husband has been my rock throughout all this. But I can't help but feel guilty towards him too.

Everything in my life has taken a back seat right now including my husband. So you guys can imagine that writing my stories is definitely not even in the list of my priorities right now. And even if it was, I don't think I can numb my brain enough to stop thinking about all the problems enough to write a single sentence. But today however I decided to atleast post a reason for my absence because I noticed multiple people messaging me on instagram and asking for my whereabouts. I haven't opened any of those messages because I really didn't want to talk to each person one by one. So instead I am posting it here. I hope you guys see this.

Once again I am really sorry for leaving you guys halfway through. Please be patient for a little while longer. And thank you for understanding. I miss you guys so much. Love you.♥️♥️♥️