Love, Drugs and Destruction

5. I am sorry

I woke up the next morning with my phone ringing, and I groaned, having a headache again. "Hello," I answer without looking, and I hear Sarah's voice. "Hi, I am home. Come over," she says, and I roll my eyes. "Why are you up so early?" I ask, and she laughs. "It's 9 in the morning Lia, now come. I am waiting, and we are going to swim," she says, and I groan, ending the call; I pull on some clothes and a bikini, wash my face, and put my hair in a messy bun. I walk into the kitchen, take Advil, and drink it with water; I write a letter to my mom telling her I am across the street, and I grab my sunglasses walking over to Sarah.

I just walk in and I walk to her room, glancing at Rafe's room that was closed. I walked into Sarah's room. She was lying on her bed, scrolling through her phone. "Hi," I greet sitting next to her, and she smiles. "So, what have you been up to?" she asks, and I shrug. "Nothing much, where is everyone?" I ask, knowing already, but I cannot just ask where Rafe is. "Dad, Rose, and Wheezie are on the mainland, and Rafe is probably in his room. I don't know; I haven't seen him yet," she says, and I nod. "Come, let's go tan," she says, standing up, and I giggle.

We sat on the beach chairs just chatting, but my mind was still with Rafe; why did he act like that last night? I hear voices behind us, and I turn around to see Topper, Kelce, and Rafe, all with swimming trunks on, walking outside with beers in their hands. Rafe had on sunglasses, so I could not see his eyes, and I looked back down. "Hi Sarah, Lia." Topper greets us, sitting down, and I smile at him. "How are you, ladies?" Kelce asks, and I smile. "Good and you?" I ask, and he smiles. I looked over at Rafe, and he was sitting on the edge of the pool, his feet in the water. "So what are you girls doing?" Topper asks. "Nothing," Sarah says, and I know she is rolling her eyes.

Kelce stood up, walking to Rafe, and Topper stayed with us. "Come on, Top, leave them; let's swim," Rafe says, looking over his shoulder and taking off his glasses, and his eyes meet mine just for a second. Topper stood up, walking to them, and I watched them getting into the pool. "Let's go get something to drink," Sarah says, and I nod, standing up and walking with her. "Have you eaten yet?" she asks, and I shake my head. She took out some snacks and then made each of us a vodka mix. We walked outside and ate the snacks, drinking our drinks. I could not help but look over at Rafe, and every time I did, his eyes were on me.

"Want another one?" Sarah asks, and I nod as she walks away; I watch Rafe walk to me, sitting on the chair Sarah just did. "Hi," I say, and he smiles his beautiful smile. "Hi, baby," he says, and I blush. I sat up, looking to see if Kelce and Topper were watching us, and he took my hand. "I told them, don't worry," he says, and I frown, worried. "I am sorry about last night, I was drunk and thinking of you, and Maybank just pissed me off," he says, and I nod, playing with the ring on his finger. "Are you coming over tonight?" he asks, and I smile. "Do you want me to come over?" I ask, and he nods. "Of course," he says and nods, smiling.

I saw Sarah coming out, and I dropped Rafe's hand. "Move, you're in my seat," she tells Rafe, handing me my drink. I smile at him, and he walks over to the boys again. "So John B. and the other are having a bonfire party on the beach. Want to go?" Sarah asks, and I look at Rafe again. "I don't know," I say, and she frowns. "Why not? It's going to be fun," she said as the boys came closer again. "What will be fun?" Rafe asks, looking from me to Sarah. "A bonfire tonight, the Pogue's is throwing it, so I know you won't want to come.", she said, sipping her drink, and Rafe came to sit next to me. "No, I would love to go," he says, and I frown.

"Rafe, you hate the Pogue," Sarah says, and he nods, biting his lip. "But it's a party, so I am going," he says, looking at me, and I know he is only going because of me. "Whatever," Sarah says, standing up. "I will be right back," I watch her walk into the house, and I turn to Rafe. "No fighting tonight," I say pointing at him and the others. "Never," Rafe says, touching my thigh, and I see Topper and Kelce shaking their head, smiling. "I mean it, Rafe. They are my friends, and I don't want you guys going there to fight." I say seriously, and he nods. "I won't," he says leaning in and kissing me on my lips.

"Sarah is coming," Kelce says, and I push Rafe's hand off me; he frowns and shakes his head. "Here, we need some shots," she says, putting a bottle of tequila between us with glasses for all of us. I shook my head, knowing I was going to be drunk again, and took a shot with them. "I need the bathroom," I say, standing up, and I walk to the bathroom downstairs; just when I want to close the door, Rafe steps in, closing the door. "What are you doing? Sarah is just outside," I say as he walks closer, wrapping his hands around my waist.

"I just want to kiss my girlfriend," he says, and I smile, wrapping my hands around his neck. He leans in, kissing me, and I kiss him back; he picks me up, puts me on the counter, grinding on me, and I moan. "We can't," I say, pulling away, and he smiles. "We can if you are quiet," he says as he kisses my neck. "Fine, but we need to be quick," I say, and he nods, turning me around and pulling down my bikini bottom; he pulls his pants down, thrusting into me, and I moan; he wraps his hand around my mouth, pounding into me. "Look how sexy you are with me fucking you," he said, lifting my head so I looked at us in the mirror; it turned me on more.

My whole body started shaking from the orgasm, and he smiled as I moaned into his hand and bit it to stop myself from screaming. He thrust a few more times, and then he also cum. We stood there both out of breath, looking at each other through the mirror; he smiled, kissing my head, then pulled out, pulling his pants back on. I walked to clean myself, and he turned to me. "See you out there," he says, kissing me on my lips, and I nod. I tried calming myself, how the fuck am I supposed to go out and face my friend when her brother just fucked the life out of me in the bathroom.

I splashed some water over my face, and I took a deep breath, walking back outside. "There you are," Sarah says, and I watch Rafe smiling asshole. "Here, one more shot, and then we need to go get ready," she says, and I nod, taking the shot. "Let me just cool off in the pool first," I say, walking to the pool and jumping in the pool. "Feeling flustered princess?" Rafe asks, and I roll my eyes, getting out.

"Okay let's go get ready," I told Sarah and we walked to her room

Some drama coming in the next chapter, please tell me what you think