Love, Drugs and Destruction

28. Dinner with the Camerons

I decided to take the day and just relax; I eventually switched my phone back on, seeing all the messages from Rafe, Zac, JJ, and Sarah. I texted Zac and JJ back, telling them I was fine and that they should stop worrying. I ignore Rafe and Sarah. By six, my mom came and told me to get ready. The Camerons will be here soon.

I took a shower and then got dressed. I took a pill just to calm my nervousness. I walked down, hearing voices, and Rafe was the first one I saw. He looked angry and then relieved. "Hi, mister, and misses Cameron." I greet them ignoring Rafe and Sarah; I did see Rafe come alone. "Lia honey where are your manners? Are you not going to greet Rafe and Sarah?" My mom asks, and I roll my eyes. "Hi," I say to both, walking to go sit down.

Rafe came and sat right next to me, and I tense up. Soon, the food was served, and I started pushing my food around. "Lia, eat." My mom said, taking me out of my daydreaming, and I took a bite. I could feel Rafe staring at me, but I did not dare meet his eyes. "So Rafe, your dad tells me you are doing very well in the business and that you are bringing in new clients every day." My dad says, and I zone out again, fuck I am high.

"Lia." My head snaps up, looking at Rafe, and I frown. "What?" I ask, and he looks at my dad, who is frowning. "Sorry, Dad, what did you say?" I ask, blushing, knowing they can see there is something wrong with me. "I was telling Ward that you are also going to take over the business and that you and Rafe can maybe become partners one day." He says, and I just nod. I listen to them talk more about the business, feeling uncomfortable with Rafe sitting next to me.

I stood up suddenly everyone looking at me, my mom frowning. "Can I please be excused? I am not feeling well?" I ask, and my mom looks worried. "You okay honey?" She asks, and I nod. "Can I go please?" I ask, and she nods. I walk out of the dining room, almost running to my room. I close my door, breathing heavily. Just being in the same room as him is hard. Fuck get yourself together Lia.

I went and sat on my bed digging another pill out of my hiding spot. I lay with my head back against the headboard, finally relaxing, closing my eyes, and focusing on the effect the drug has on me. I open my eyes, finding Rafe standing at the door, and I frown. "Get out," I say, and he shakes his head coming in.

"Rafe, I am not in the mood for you," I say closing my eyes again. I heard him move closer, and then I felt the bed dip, and look at him sitting in front of me. "Where is your girlfriend?" I ask, and he smiles. "I did not invite her out of respect for you." He says, and I snort. "Okay, whatever," I say, and he laughs. "So for how long have you been using Molly?" He asks, and I frown at him.

"None of your business," I say looking at my hands. "It is my business when I see you high all the time, baby." He said, and my eyes snapped to him; why was he calling me that? I stand trying to get distance from him. "Don't you dare fucking call me that?" I snap running my hands through my hair

He nods biting his lip. "Does Sarah know, JJ or your parents?" He asks and I glare at him. "It's none of their business as well," I say and he nods. "So you're hiding it, so that means you are addicted. That is what they learned me in rehab." I snort again. "I don't give a fuck what you learned in rehab. Did you learn to be a decent human being while you were there?" I ask trying to control my anger.

He laughs and shakes his head. "No, I was a decent human. The drugs made me a monster." He says. "One of the steps is to apologize and to ask for forgiveness to those we hurt." He says, and I laugh. "So what you came back to apologize and hope I forgive you?" I ask and he nods. I started laughing again, and he frowned. "I will never forgive you; I am addicted to drugs because of you; you abused me, and then you threw me away; no phone call, just a good night and good morning message. And then you came back and you have a girlfriend that is a fucking pogue, the same as my friends that you did not want me to see." I say, breathing heavily.

He stand up walking to me. I stop him from reaching me, and he frowns. "Why do you not want me to touch you?" He asks, and I look down. "I know the moment you touch me, all this hate for you will disappear, and I need to hate you," I say, wiping the tears. I realized that it was falling down my face. "Why do you need to hate me, Lia?" He asks, stepping closer, and I step back. I look at him seeing the pain in them. "Because if I hate you, I cannot love you, and for 8 months, I have tried so hard not to love you."

He looks at me in shock. "Do you still love me, Lia?" He asked, leaning in, and before his lips could touch mine, I snapped back to reality. I grabbed my phone and ran out of my room. I need to get out of here. "Lia, where are you going?" I heard my mom call, but I just ignored her, grabbed my phone, and ran to my car; I drove off and saw Rafe in the driveway. I phoned Zac, and he told me I could come over.

I texted my mom when I stopped in front of Zac, telling her I was sleeping at a friend's house and not to worry. He was already standing at the door, and I walked up to him, crashing my lips to him. "Hey, what's wrong?" He asks, pulling me into the house, and I shake my head. "I need you to fuck Rafe out of me." I half beg, and he looks confused. "Please make me forget." I plead, and he nods, picking me up and walking with me to his bedroom.

He lay me down pulling my dress over my head. He kisses my neck down my body, and I moan. "I don't want you to be soft with me tonight, okay," I say, and he nods. Ripping my thong off. He started sucking me pushing two fingers into me, "I need you to fuck me." I beg, and he smiles, sitting up and pulling his shirt from his body. I started undoing his pants, pulling them off. He removes it and then he thrusts into me

"Fuck Lia, you are already so wet." He groans, kissing and sucking my neck. "Fuck faster." I moan, grabbing his ass to push him deeper. "Are you sure you can handle it beautiful?" He asks, biting my neck, and I nod. He flipped us so that I was on my hands and knees, pushing my head into the mattress while holding my hip with one hand. He started pounding, and I moaned loudly. "Fuck look at you, my little whore." He says, pulling me up by my hair.

He started pounding harder and I felt the tingle of pain with the pleasure. "Fuck Zac I am so close." I moan, and he pushes me back down, holding my head down. "Cum for me, beautiful," he says, and I explode around him. He thrust into me a few more times and then he cum with a loud moan. He falls next to me on the bed, and I smile, finally, not thinking of Rafe.

I would love what you think. What do we think about Lia please tell me.