Love, Drugs and Destruction

9. I cant let you go.

I woke up the next morning with a massive hangover, and I saw Sarah still passed out. I walked to take a shower, took some Advil, and got into the shower, everything that happened last night still running through my head. I washed my hair and scrubbed my body, and when I walked out, Sarah was awake. "Morning, how are you feeling?" She asks, and I groan.

"Like shit, "I say, getting dressed, and she giggles. "Come with me so that I can get clean clothes at my house." She says, standing up, and I nod, brushing my hair. We walked across the street, and I took a deep breath, stressing about what I would walk into. We hear voices in the kitchen, and Sarah walks straight there. I walk with her staying behind a bit.

"Sarah morning," Topper says, and she stands, crossing her arms. "Where is my brother?" She asked without greeting, and I stepped out behind her to see why she was angry. I see Kelce and the girls from last night all in the kitchen; Topper looks at me, rubbing his neck, and then at Sarah. "He is still in his room." He says, looking at me again, and she nods, turning around and walking to the stairs.

"I hate it if my brother brings whores to the house, and should they stay for breakfast." She rants, walking to her room, and I trail behind, looking at Rafe's door that was closed. She closed her door, and I sat on her bed. " I am just going to take a shower." She says, and I nod, still thinking about Rafe.

I waited till I heard the shower, and I walked out and stood in front of his door; I needed to see this for myself so that I could be done with him. I thought, and I lifted my hand and knocked. The same girl from last night opened the door, and I gasped; she was wearing Rafe's shirt. "Hi, can I help you?" She asks and she is nice. I shake my head walking backwards. "No, it's fine," I say

"Who is it Sofia?" I hear Rafe, and then he stands there without his shirt, wiping his hair. "Amelia." He says, and I can see the guilt in his eyes. I did not say anything and I just turned around walking down the stairs. I had to get out of there before I cried in front of him. I texted Sarah to tell her I had gone home, wiping my eyes. "Lia, wait, please," Rafe shouted but I ignored him and just kept on walking.

"Please just listen to me." He says, grabbing my arm, and I turn around, glaring at him, pulling my arm from his hold. "NO, don't touch me. I am done with you; after everyone warned me against you, I still ignored it and fell for you; I hate you." I shout, turning around and walking to my house.

"Baby, please, nothing happened with her; I couldn't do it. I wanted to hurt you, but I could not do it." He said, following me, and I just ignored him, opening my door, and before I could close it, he grabbed the door and pushed his way through the door. "Just leave Rafe," I say, and he shakes his head.

"No, please just listen to me." He begs, running his hands through his hair, and I shake my head, wiping my tears. "No, I am done, you made out with her in front of me, and then she is in your room with your fucking shirt on; what did I do to deserve this? Just tell me?" I say trying to control my breathing.

"Nothing okay, I am the one that fucked up I am sorry." He says with tears in his eyes walking closer to me. I put my hands up walking backwards. "We are not good together, and I cannot go on like this," I say, and he shakes his head. "I cannot let you go, I will not let you go." He says, and I sigh, walking up the stairs. "Please just go," I say walking to my room.

I fall on my bed sobbing and feeling exhausted. I felt the bed dip and he wrapped his arms around me. "Baby, I did nothing with her. Please forgive me. I will never do it again." He said, and I just ignored him. He kisses my head over and over rubbing my back. "I am trying to be better." He says and I look at him. He smiled, kissing my head, and I leaned in closer.

What the fuck is wrong with me, I thought to myself. "I never did anything with JJ, you know," I say, and he nods, biting his lip. "I hate how close you guys are, and the fact that no one knows about us pisses me off." He says, and I nod, turning so that I am lying on my back. "You can never again do what you did last night, kissing that girl. You wanted to hurt me on purpose, and I will not take you back if that happens again." I say not looking at him.

He sits up, leaning over me. He tucks a piece of hair behind my ear. "I promise I will never do that again." He says, kissing me, and I sigh, kissing him back. I missed his kisses.  Soon he deepens the kiss, and he grinds on me, and I moan as I feel his hard dick against my clit. "You are the only one that can make my dick hard." He says, kissing down my neck; I moan, pulling his lips to mine again.

He kisses down my neck, and he helps me remove my shirt. He unclipped my bra and started sucking my nipple. I moan my hands in his hair. "Rafe," I moan as he moves down. "What do you want baby." He asks, kissing my thighs, and I moan. "I want you inside me," I say, and he smiles, pulling down my pants and taking my thong with him.

He pulls his shirt off, and he pulls his pants down. He kisses my lips and thrusts into me. "Fuck you are so tight," he groans, and I smile. He started moving very slowly, and I got frustrated. "Please faster, fuck me harder," I moan, and he smiles, pulling out all the way and slamming into me. His one hand on my hip pinned me down, and he started pounding into me.

"Fuck yes, don't stop." I moan sucking and kissing his neck. "Fuck baby look at you, so greedy for my dick." He says, going deeper. "Don't stop. I'm so close," I say, feeling my orgasm coming in fast. "Fuck" I moan as the orgasm rips through me, my body shaking. He smiled, kissing me, and before I knew it, I was on my hands and knees.

He thrust into me from behind going harder and deeper. He slaps my ass, and I groan. "That is for going out without telling me," he says, still pounding into me. He slaps me again, and I yell into my mattress. "That is for kissing that fucking pouge," he said through cleansing teeth, and he slapped me one more time; I groaned from the pain, yet it turned me on so much. "And that is for sitting on his lap," he says.

He wraps his hand around my hair pulling me closer to him, his other hand on my clit. "Rafe, it's too much," I moan, and he laughs, biting my neck and then running his tongue over it. "Cum for me one more time baby," he says, sucking my neck again, and I explode around him. He pushes me back onto the mattress thrusting a few times before he cum with a loud groan.

Please I would love to know what you think. More drama coming