Love, Drugs and Destruction

10. Come to the party

I lay there breathing heavily, turning my head to look at Rafe. He leans in, kissing my lips. "Are you okay? He asks, and I nod, sitting up. "I am sorry Amelia." He says, and I look into his eyes. "I believe you," I say, leaning in and kissing him. I was standing up and getting dressed when my phone rang. Rafe took it, looking at the name, and rolled his eyes, giving me the phone.

"Hi, J," I say, watching Rafe get dressed. "Hi, how are you feeling?" "Little hangover but good," I say, watching as Rafe sits down, pulling me to him. "What are you doing today?" He asks, and I look at Rafe, who shakes his head no. "I am just going to chill at home," I say, and Rafe smiles. "Okay, then we will see you tomorrow, right?" He asks, and I bite my lip. "Sure," I said, and then we said goodbye.

I straddle Rafe's lap running my hands through his hair. "So what are we doing today?" I ask, and he smiles, pulling me closer. "How about we chill at my house and tonight there is a party." He says, kissing my neck, and I smile. "Sounds good; I want to swim anyway," I say, standing up to get my bikini.

I texted Sarah to make sure she left already, and I smiled when she told me she was with John B. We walked to his house. Topper and Kelce are still there. "You two made up?" Kelch asks, stuffing his face with chips. I nod looking at Rafe. "Sofia left; she said you must phone her when you can get your dick hard," Kelch says, and Rafe rolls his eyes.

I pretended that it did not hurt hearing it. "Hope you don't mind the other girls wanted to swim," Topper says and I look out the window to see two girls swimming. "Yeah, it's fine; we are also going to swim," Rafe says, pulling me to his room so we can go dress. "Is it true?" I ask, taking off my pants and putting on my bikini bottoms. "Is what true?" Rafe asks, pulling on his swim trunks.

"Help me, please," I ask, standing in front of him so that he can tie my bikini top. "That you couldn't get your dick hard?" I ask, turning around and looking at Rafe. He smiles, pulling me closer by my waist. "I told you, baby, you are the only one that can get me hard." He says, and I smile, wrapping my arms around his neck.

"That's good to know," I say, kissing him, and he deepens the kiss. I pull away, and he smiles. "Did you look at yourself in the mirror yet baby?" He asks, and I frown, walking to his bathroom. I gasped, looking at myself. I had hickeys everywhere, and the bite mark on my neck was bad. Rafe leans against the bathroom door, his arms crossed, smiling. "Fuck Rafe, how am I going to cover this up?" I ask him, angry, and he laughs, walking closer to me.

"You can't, and that is the point." He says, and I frown, looking at myself again. He pulls me closer, standing behind me, his head on my shoulder. "You did this on purpose?" I ask and he nods. "This way, I know every guy that sees you will know you belong to me." He says, and I frown. "Now come, let's go swim." He says, smacking my ass and walking out of the bathroom.

I look at myself one more time, deciding to just leave it to avoid an argument, and I walk out with Rafe. We walk into the kitchen. "Want something to drink?" He asks, and I nod, and he makes me a vodka cranberry. I thanked him, and we walked out. I see the other girls looking at me and I just smile at them. 

Rafe takes my hand, pulling me to the pool, and I sit with him, just listening to the others. "Fuck Rafe are you fucking Lia or eating her?" Topper asks, and I blush. "Fuck off; I can't help. The sex is good." Rafe say, kissing my head, and I swear my whole face was red.

The rest of the day we just swam and had a good time. The other two girls, Becca and Lucy, were sweet and even gave me advice on what to use to let the hickeys fade faster. Rafe was touching and kissing me the whole time. We were in the pool Rafe holding me by my ass and my hands around his neck.

"I like this," I say, kissing him, and he smiles. "Me too, we don't have to hide." He says, and I nod, leaning in more to kiss him again. "I'm going to tell Sarah," I say, playing with his hair, and he raises his eyebrows in surprise. "Are you sure?" He asks, and I nod. "If she cannot accept us then so be it," I say, and he smiles.

"Rafe, come on, I got something to get us started," Kelce says, holding up a white baggie, and I frown. "Come, baby, let's go get high." He says, kissing me and letting go of me, and I frown. We were having such a good day. Does he want to get high now?

I got out, wrapped the towel around me, sitting with Rafe. I watched them all take a line, and then Rafe turned to me. "Here," he says, showing me the line, and I frown. "You don't have to." He says, and I shake my head. "No, I want to," I say, leaning down and snorting the line, and I rub my nose.

Rafe smiled, kissing the side of my head and taking another line. "Let's go get ready for the party," Becca says. "I need to go get clothes first," I say, looking at Rafe, and he nods. I lean in, kissing him. "What the fuck." I heard, and when I turned around, I saw Sarah. I look at Rafe for help, but he just sits there with a smile. "Sarah, it's not what it looks like," I say, walking closer to her, and she laughs.

"Really Lia, because it looks to me like you are taking drugs and fucking my brother." She says, already in tears, and I can feel my tears coming. "Please let me explain," I say, and she shakes her head. "No, you know he is going to break your heart right?" She says, pointing at Rafe, and he stands up, standing next to me. Her eyes move from me to him.

"No, I am not Sarah." Rafe spoke for the first time; the tears were streaming down my face. "I told you, Lia, stay away from Rafe and look at you now. You are nothing but his new fuck of the week, I hate you so much right now." She said, her voice breaking, and I had to stop myself from sobbing. "Sarah, please," I beg again, and she shakes her head, turning around and walking away. I ran after her.

"Sarah, please, let's just talk, "I shout, and she turns around. "I have nothing to say, Lia; you are making a mistake with my brother, and he will destroy you. He already is, look at you. Since when are you using drugs?" she asks, and I sigh. I don't know what to say to her. All I know is I am losing my friend, who is like a sister. "Were you ever going to tell me?" She asks and  I nod 

"Yes, I was going to tell you. I was just waiting for the right time," I say, and she nods, wiping a tear. "Please don't tell the others; I want to tell them myself, especially JJ," I beg, and she laughs. "Well, you have till tomorrow, or I will tell them." She says, walking to her car. I watched her drive off, and I sank to the ground in the Cameron driveway sobbing my heart out.

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