Love, Drugs and Destruction

14. Please stop.

I stood there shocked. I looked at Topper and Kelch pleading with them to do something. Rafe and JJ were both a bleeding mess. "John B, please stop them," I say when it was clear that Topper and Kelch were not going to help. He looked at me, and then he and Pope went to pull JJ away. "Is that all you got, you fucking asshole?" JJ shouted at Rafe, and Rafe stood up, wiping his nose.

Rafe moved to hit JJ again, and I knew we had to get them apart. "Topper please," I beg, tears running down my face, and he nods, grabbing Rafe. "Come on, man, he is not worth it," Topper says, pulling Rafe away, and he nods. "Never, and I mean never, talk to Lia like that again, or I can promise you I will kill you next time," Rafe yelled, spitting blood in front of JJ, who was still being held back.

Rafe walked to me, grabbed my hand, and I walked to his truck with him; I looked over my shoulder to see JJ glaring at me; his lip was busted, and he had a black eye. I turned back and I got into the truck with Rafe. "Hey is the party still on at your house?" Kelch asks and Rafe nod. "Yeah, but let's make it small." He says, and Kelch nods, and we drive off.

We drove past the pogues, and I gave John B a look, and he waved at me. I looked at Rafe; his nose was bleeding, and he had a cut on his lip and cheek. I see a huge bruise on his side as well. "Rafe, are you okay?" I ask, and he looks at me before looking back at the road. "Are you angry with me?" He asks, and I shake my head. "No why would I be?" I ask, and he stops next to the road.

He turns to me, and I lean in, touching the cut on his cheek. He leans in, kissing me, and I kiss him back. "He was the one that started the shit baby." He says, his forehead leaning on mine, and I nod. "I know, you were just defending me," I say and he nods. "What happened when you guys talked alone?" He asks, and I sigh. "Nothing, he just told me I was a whore for being with you," I say and I see the anger flash in his eyes.

"You are not a whore." He says, and I nod. "I know, but he was right about one thing I am your whore." I say, smiling, touching his cheek, and he laughs. He sits up, starting the truck again. "Well, that is true." He said, kissing my hand, and we drove off again.

We went straight to his room so that I could clean his wounds; I was standing between his legs, his hands on my ass. I clean his cheek and then his lip. Then I took his hands cleaning his knuckles. "You take such good care of me." He says, squeezing my ass, and I giggle. 

"Don't do that. You are distracting me." I say, and he laughs, pulling me so that I am straddling his lap. He kisses my neck, and I tilt my head, giving him more of my neck. "I want to fuck you so bad right now." He says, kissing between my boobs, and I moan when he rolls my already hard nipple between his fingers.

"Then why don't you?" I ask my hands in his hair. He smiles, standing up, and I wrap my legs around his waist, and he walks with me to his bed. He throws me on the bed, and I giggle; he is on top of me, immediately kissing me and licking my bottom lip so that his tongue can enter my mouth. His hand travels down my exposed stomach because he is moving closer to where I want him.

"You are so fucking sexy, do you know that." He asks, kissing and sucking my neck. "Rafe," I beg as he moves down my body, kissing and licking. He pulls my pants down, taking my bikini bottom with him. "I know baby, I got you." He says, disappearing between my legs. He starts rubbing my clit, and I moan loudly.

He started licking and sucking pushing 2 fingers into me. "So wet for me already baby." He says, and I moan, grabbing his hair and pushing him more onto me. Rafe does not stop and soon I can feel my orgasm building up. "Don't stop; I am so close." I moan, and he sucks me harder. "Rafe," I moan loudly as the orgasm rips through me, my whole body shaking.

He moves back up my body, kissing me again, and I can taste myself on his tongue. I push his pants down, and he smiles, rubbing his tip against my already sensitive clit. "Don't tease," I say, running my hands down his back to his ass, I grab his ass, and he finally pushes into me.

"Fuck" he moans, taking control of my mouth again. He started moving, going deeper. "I can't get enough of you." He says, sucking my neck, and I moan. "Faster, baby," I moan, and he smiles; he starts to move faster, and his eyes do not leave mine. This does not feel like fucking. This feels like making love, I shake my head to get the thought out of my mind, and I wrap my legs around his waist; he goes deeper, hitting my sweet spot every time.

"Baby, cum for me." Rafe groan and I can feel his dick twitching in me. We both finish together, and a single tear runs down the side of my face from the intense sex we just had. He kissed me one more time and fell next to me, trying to catch his breath.

It was quiet for a bit only our breathing in the room; he looked at me and pulled me so that my head was on his chest. "You okay?" He asks, and I nod. I realize that I am not just in love with Rafe; I love him; the worst part is I do not know if he feels the same.

I ran my fingers over the bruise. "Does it hurt?" I ask looking at him and then the bruise. "Not that much; I had worse." He says, and I nod, laying back down, just running my fingers over his bruise.

The Rafe that is in private with me is so loving and soft, yet when we are around people, it's like he has to show his dominance, and he is so hard. This is the Rafe I like the most; he is not high or looking for a fight.

"What is going on in that pretty head?" He asks, and I sigh, putting my chin on my hand that was on his chest to look up at him. "Nothing, just I like it when it's just us; you are different when we are alone," I say, and he frowns.

"How am I different?" He asks, sitting up and pulling me so that I am in his lap. "I don't know," I say playing with the ring on his finger. "You are softer and more gentle with me," I say and he nods, pulling my face closer. "It's because in here, it's just you and me; I do not have to pretend to be someone I am not out there." He says, pointing at the door.

"I have to be the perfect son to my dad and the perfect kook to my friends. With you, I can be myself." He says, leaning in and kissing me. I smile at his answer. "I am so sorry that JJ was so out of control,"  I say running my thumb over the cut on his face.

"Don't ever apologize for that pogue. Do you understand me?" He asks, lifting my chin, and I nod, biting my lip. "Now come, let's get ready; Topper and Kelch will be here soon." He says, lifting me off him, and he walks to the bathroom.

I sigh, getting up, and I know I am in trouble; Rafe already has my heart, and I do not know if I would survive it if he ever broke it.