The player and the shy girl (english version)

Tangled Desires: Between Passion and Restraint.

He kisses me, and I let him , having no other choice. He is still above me , barely pulling my lips away, and he starts kissing my neck.As he kisses my neck, my whole body shivers....I stopped him as soon as I realize what's happening. 

He looks at me."This shouldn't be happening ".

 "Why?" He asks, watching me as I sit up in my bed.

 "Because it shouldn't..."

"And when you provoke me, is that when it should happpen?"

I look at him, feeling so confused...He gazes back at me with an innocent expression.

"Because we're from different worlds? We won't find common ground..."

He looks at me and starts to leave my room.

"Lucas," I call his name, an he turns around to look at me.

"Don't do this.." I  look at him, but I can't do anything.

"That innocent look of yours, where you don't do anything, but in the end, I want to pin you down and not let you leave! So don't give me that look!" He says and walks away.

I stare at the wall as i sit on my bed....And once again, you messed things up, Emma...

"Emma sweetheart, we're leaving", says my aunt as she opens the door and looks at me."Emma are you okay?" she asks, comimg closer.

"I'm fine, my head hurts a bit."

"Do you want to stay home? Just don't go to work out"

"Okay, you go ahead, and i'll lie down."

"Alright, we'll talk later, i'll come back after." I nod in agreement as my aunt leaves my room.

I lie down on my bed and close my eyes...I don't feel like going out or doing anything...

"What's wrong?" I hear Lucas's voice, and I turn to look at the door, startled.                                            I see him, and my heart skips a beat once again today.

"Nothing, my head just hurts. Why are you here?Did my aunt ask you to come?"

"No I offered," he says, and I raise an eyebrow at him.

"Come on, admit it, my aunt send you?"

"I'm telling you again, no, I offered myself."

"And why?"

"What did you think? I would go out shopping with them while I sat there watching?"                           Okay, that dissapointed me a bit, I was expecting him to say something else. I look at him and lie back down on my bed...

"Are you really okay?"

"Yes", I reply, trying to get confortable in my bed. "You can lie if you want."

He takes off his shoes and his sweater and lies down while looking at his phone. I turn to face him, we're eye to eye, I don't pay muck attencion and pull my blanket over me, closing my eyes.

POV LUCAS

 I watch her lying there...I desperately want to kiss her or hold her, but I can't...Her hair falls genlty against her cheek, and I reach out to tuck it behind her ear.

She slowly open her eyes and looks at me.She smiles slightly and then turns away. I lie down too, placing my phone on the bedside table.I wrap my arms around her, pulling her close to me.She snuggles in without sain a word.

I rest my head near her neck, her scent envelops me as I savor the moment, I kiss her neck softly, and she shivers, breathing quickly while i smile slightly.

"Don't do that again!"

"And what if I do?" I say, kissing her neck gently again, and she turns to look at me.

"Lucas, stop!"

"Make me stop." She looks at me while she turns back again.

"Good girl," I say, and in seconds, she turn attacks my lips, starting to kiss me.                                          I kissed her back fiercely and quickly, I lift her up as she straddles me.I place my hands at her waist and pull her close to me...I lay her back down, hovering above her.

"Don't play with me because you'll lose," she says through our kiss, and I look at her.

" Don't play with me either, or you won't get away from me," I whisper in her ear, nd she looks t mewith wide eyes.She undestands what I mean. Shepuches me off her.

"One for you, one for me," she says, and I looked at her, not expecting that. 

"You still insist?" I ask, raising an eyebrow and smirking playfully. She moves closer to my lips without touching them.

"You think highly of yourself," she says, and looking at me as she lies back down on her bed...