The player and the shy girl (english version)

Between Desire and Doubt

She lowers her head...
I look at her and lift her gaze.

"I want you to be the one to touch my lips, my body, the one who drives me crazy with your complaints," I tell her, looking into her eyes while she doesn't know what to say.

"Lucas, you know that I still don't know how I feel about you."

"I know, and that's why I'm telling you this, because I want you to know that I will wait for you, no matter how long it takes."

"Don't be so sure about that."

"But I am."

She looks at me and just nods her head in agreement.

"Are you hungry?"

"A little."

"I made pancakes."

"Are you kidding me?!" she says as she gets out of bed and looks at me.

"Go to the kitchen," I tell her, and she runs off.
I laugh and watch her as she leaves.

I head to the bathroom to take a shower...

POV EMMAS

Guys, I don't know, but my stomach felt like it was about to burst when he said those things...

Do I have feelings for him?

But I was still so confused... I honestly don't know how I feel about him... It's the first time, and it's difficult.

Now I'm in the kitchen, starting to eat.
I've already devoured two pancakes...
I see Lucas coming into the kitchen.
I look at him, he's shirtless, wearing gray sweatpants, with wet hair.

Why do I feel a certain way when I see him like this?
I change my gaze and continue eating my pancake.

"Are you going to leave me any?" he asks, and I look at him.

I glance at my plate and see that I've eaten all four pancakes.
"Um... didn't you eat?"
I ask, looking at him.

"No, but it's okay. At least you're full?"

"Yeah, very much."
I get up from the chair, wash my hands, and put the plate in the sink.

"Well, listen to what's going to happen," I say, approaching him.

"We're going out today, but I'll pay."
I tell him, and he looks at me.

"Yeah, let's go out, but you're not paying."

"Why not?!"

"Because I told you that as long as you're here, you're not spending any money."

"Come on, Lucas!"
I say, and he looks at me.

"Don't do that, little one."

"Why?"
I ask, looking at him.

"You don't want to know."

"If it concerns me, you have to tell me."

He comes closer, tucks a strand of my hair behind my ear, and whispers in my ear,
"Because when you do that, I want to take you down."

He says, making my whole body shiver...
I step back from him and look at him awkwardly...
He looks at me and smiles.

Sneaky pig, he's still a little girl...

"Are you going to let me treat you, or are we just going to stay home?"
I say warningly, looking at him.

"If we stay home, what are we going to do?"

"What exactly, Lucas?"

"Let me explain."
He says, placing his hands on my waist and pulling me close.
He pushes my hair back and starts kissing my neck, making me shiver...
"Luc."
I try to say, but I can't get it out...

He puts his hands on my backside and lifts me up; I wrap my legs around his waist as he presses me against the wall...
He kisses my lips with such force as if he's trying to make me escape...

"Lucas, I have to..."
I start to finish my sentence, but he interrupts.

"Stop?"
He asks, taking quick breaths as his voice becomes seductive... I look at him.
I didn't want him to stop for some reason; I had surrendered to him now...
"No."
I say, and he kisses me again, walking toward his room, gently placing me on the bed and climbing over me...

He kisses me as he moves between my legs...
I feel his erection against me, making me gasp slightly.
He smiles mischievously and kisses me again, intertwining our fingers.
I pull his hair a little, and I know it excites him.

"As much as I want to do everything to you right now, I won't."
He whispers in my ear, taking rapid breaths...

He captivates me when he does that...
"Damn you, Lucas."
I respond, and he looks at me while still on top of me...

"I know your body is craving this, but I'll only do it when you feel ready, Emma."
He says, looking into my eyes.

"I'm sorry, Emma, but I'm trying to hold back as much as I can."
He says, sliding off me and sitting next to me.
He covers his eyes with his hands because he doesn't know what to do.

"Lucas, I appreciate what you're saying."
"But I wouldn't want you to touch me like that anymore, and you know why."
I tell him, looking at him.

"I know, Emma."