"I think..." I began, nervously playing with my hands as I searched for the right words. "I'd like to be his best man to help me move on. I want to absorb the reality of it, to cry it out, and to tell myself it is what it is. I know it's going to hurt, but I believe facing it head-on might be the best way to find closure."
I took a deep breath, my heart racing. "I also think it might be best for me to spend some time on my own and avoid seeing them individually during that period. Being around them together could be too much for me to handle, especially right after the wedding. I need to create some space to process everything."
Amelie nodded, encouraging me to continue.
"I want to go out, meet new people, and enjoy experiences I've never had on my own. I've always leaned on Conor and our friends, but I think it's time to step outside my comfort zone. There are so many things I've wanted to try, like taking that cooking class or joining a book club. Maybe this is my chance to rediscover who I am apart from him and our shared memories."
I could feel a flicker of excitement mixed with anxiety at the thought of all the possibilities. "I know it won't be easy, but I want to embrace this new chapter of my life. I want to find joy in my own company and learn to stand on my own two feet. It feels like a small way to reclaim my independence and move forward."
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The best man
ChickLitLily and Conor have been inseparable since their university days, bound by a deep friendship that has weathered the test of time. While Conor appreciates Lily's presence in his life and the comfort of their relationship, he remains oblivious to the...
