The best man

Chapter 6

As we strolled along the tree-lined street, the soft crunch of leaves underfoot echoed the warmth of our conversation. Ethan glanced sideways at me, curiosity flickering in his eyes. "So, why did you choose *Life After Life* for the book club?" he asked, genuinely interested.

I took a moment to consider my response, appreciating how thoughtfully he was engaging with me. "I chose it because the concept of living multiple lives really intrigued me. The idea that we can make different choices and see how those choices play out resonates with the uncertainties I've been feeling in my own life," I explained, feeling a bit vulnerable but trusting Ethan with my thoughts.

He nodded, his expression encouraging. "That makes a lot of sense. It's a powerful theme. Have you been through a similar situation, where you had to confront choices and their consequences?"

I hesitated for a moment before answering. "Yes, actually. I loved a man who never really saw me for who I was. He kept me around for emotional support until he got engaged to someone else, and it left me feeling used and invisible. I had to confront whether I wanted to stay in that situation or finally move on and prioritize my own happiness."

Ethan listened intently, his brow furrowing in thought. "That sounds really tough. It's hard when someone we care about doesn't value us the way we deserve to be valued. It's natural to feel torn between wanting to hold on and recognizing when it's time to let go."

"Exactly! It was such a hard choice," I continued, feeling more at ease as I spoke. "I often wondered how my life might have turned out if I had made different choices—if I had prioritized myself sooner. The book made me realize how important it is to be true to myself, even if it means facing difficult decisions."

Ethan's eyes softened with understanding. "It's brave of you to confront those feelings. Every choice shapes our paths in ways we often don't realize until much later. But the fact that you're reflecting on it means you're growing."

His words resonated with me, wrapping around my heart like a comforting blanket. "You're right. I think I'm finally starting to see that. Choosing to read this book was part of that journey for me—a way to explore those feelings and learn to embrace uncertainty."

Ethan smiled, clearly pleased with my answer. "It sounds like it was a meaningful choice for you. I'm glad you brought it to the group. It's inspiring to see how you're navigating your journey."

As we continued walking, I felt lighter, buoyed by the depth of our conversation and grateful for his thoughtful presence beside me.