In the three weeks I've been here, I've changed a lot. I'm roughly the size of a thirteen year old. I'm smarter than the average thirteen year old though, or so Dad says. My brown hair isn't just brown any more. It's now has blonde streaks, which Tanya insisted on. The biggest change in appearence though, is my eyes. Because I'm half human, they won't the full, bright red. They're more of a dark burgundy.
We are only allowed one human a week, but Tanya brings home blood from the blood bank she volunteers at every day. I love Tanya. She and I have grown very close in the past few weeks. She's a good mom. She is so much better than my mom. Tanya and dad have helped me to see my full potential. Mom would never let me reach that.
I'm leaving in a week though. I'm going to some vampire school. It's going to be awesome! I'm so excited! Dad says I should be grown enough to go in a week. He says I should be around 15 by then. He tells me it's the human blood that's making me grow so quickly.
Tanya and I have shopped a lot. I like her way more than my mom! She's a lot more fun. Tanya says I should call her mom. I liked the sound of that, so now I'm doing it.
Dad is so much better when he's away from mom. She was holding him back. I don't understand what he even saw in her. I do miss Rosalie though. I admired her attitude.
I hope mom never finds me here.
I was never meant to be her little girl. I was never meant to wear those dresses Alice picked out. I was never meant to be Renesmee. I was meant to be a girl who finds her own personality. My dad and Tanya accept me for who I am. I am not Renesmee, I am Ness. The "other family" as I call them never could have accepted me for that.
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I Hate Blondes (Twilight Fanfiction)
Hayran KurguBella Cullen. Everything was absolutely perfect. She had Edward, she had Renesmee, she had a life. Then she hears two people talking. People she was never supposed to hear. Join her on this wild ride of trying to keep her family safe.
