Paradigm {Complete}

{Trippin}

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I sat on the edge of the bed, twisting my fingers nervously.. I glanced at Kenny, who was reading a book on the other side of the room. Taking a deep breath, I decided it was time to share what had been on my
mind for weeks.

"Kenny, can we talk for a minute?" I asked, with my voice trembling slightly.

Kenny looked up from his book, his eyes filled with concern.  "Of course, Honey . What's on your mind?"

I hesitated for a moment before speaking.
"After having Kensley and Kenji, I've been feeling really self-conscious about my body. I've been thinking about getting another breast lift and a vaginal tightening surgery."

Kenny put his book down and moved closer to me, taking my hands in his. "Toni, you know I love you just the way you are, right? You're perfect to me."

My eyes welled up with tears. "I know, Kenny. But it's not just about how you see me. It's about how I feel about myself. I want to feel confident and comfortable in my own skin again."

Kenny gently cupped my face in his hands, his eyes locking with mine. "I understand, Toni. If this is something you truly want for yourself, then I support you 100%. But please, never doubt how beautiful and perfect you are to me, inside and out."

I smiled through her tears, feeling a wave of relief and love wash over her. "Thank you, Kenny. Your support means everything to me."

Kenny pulled her into a tight embrace, whispering softly in her ear, "We'll get through this together, Toni. Whatever you decide, I'll be right here by your side."

I felt a weight lift off her shoulders as I nestled into Kenny's embrace. The warmth of his arms around me provided a comfort I hadn't realized that I needed so desperately. We stayed like that for a few moments, simply holding each other, before Kenny pulled back slightly to look into my eyes.

"I want you to be happy, Toni," he said softly. "And if this is what you need to feel better about yourself, then let's do it. We'll find the best doctors, and I'll be with you every step of the way."

I nodded, feeling a mix of gratitude and apprehension. "I've done some research already, and I found a few clinics that have good reviews. But I'm still scared, Kenny. What if something goes wrong?"

Kenny gently brushed a strand of hair away from my face. "It's normal to be scared. Any surgery comes with risks, but we'll make sure to find the best professionals. And remember, you're doing this for you. Your happiness and confidence are worth it."

I took a deep breath, feeling more reassured. "You always know what to say to make me feel better. I don't know what I'd do without you."

Kenny smiled, his eyes twinkling with affection. "You won't ever have to find out. We're a team, Toni. We've been through so much together, and we'll get through this too."

We spent the next few minutes discussing options.

"And I'm not sure if this will make things better but I wouldn't have got you pregnant back to back if you were tight..You know.."

Kenny said getting on top of me and kissing my neck.

"Mhm"

"And you know what?" He said slowly taking my shirt off and kissing the bridge in between my breast.

"What babe?"

"I'd love to get you pregnant again, mhm" He unclipped my bra and pulled it off, soon enought he licked and sucked on one nipple and played with the other.

"Ken.." I moaned out. My punani was wet but sadly-

"Yeah baby"

"I'm only 4 weeks postpartum, We can't have sex yet.."

"How about I eat you out?"

"How about I slob you?"

"Deal"

"Deal..oh shit..Kenny." I moaned out, he was sucking so hard I thought I already had an orgasm. He slid my jeans off and kissed my legs all the up to my punai, he then slid my panties off with his teeth and I started to rub me softly.

I moaned out and smiled, I missed our intimate time badly. Just as soon as he began to eat me out, A knock appeared at our door. Not just one knock, multiple knocks.
Kenny and I jumped up in a worry.

"MOM! DAD! ITS KENSTON! HE PASSED OUT."

Kenny jumped ups and I grabbed the sheet covering myself as Kenny opened the door. It was the girls crying and in a panic.
I slipped on my clothes as the girls yelled at Kenny in a scared tone.

"What happened?"

"KJ and Kenston were working out in the work out room and we were all in there and he started to say he felt sick and he threw up and passed out"

"Shit! Move!"

Kenny ran downstairs and I ran behind him.
We made it to the work out room and seen that KJ had Kenston in his arms unconscious. KJ had a worried look on his face as he held Kenston.

"Some call 911"

"I already did, they're on the phone..they said they have someone in route"

"What happened? Did he just pass out?"

"Yeah Dad, we were all working out and laughing then he just stopped and had his hand against the wall..Teyanna left to get him a water bottle" Tianna said.

"Then when I came back I heard yelling and he was on the floor" Teyanna added on.

"He's probably dehydrated" I said, sighing heavily.

"No..He's not" KJ said and we looked at him.

"What are you talking about KJ?" Kenny questioned.

"Girls, I hear the ambulance. Go opened the door and guide them here"

The girls who had dried tears up on their cheek ran to the front door and the question Kenny asked was still in the air.

"He told us that..He told us that his wrestling team has been taking steroids and he started to do it to..it had something to do with they didn't wanna be the weakest team anymore"

"Are you fucking serious KJ? You knew about this and you didn't tell us this shit?"

"I'm sorry dad. I- I'm not a snitch"

"Fuck being a snitch Kenneth! First you knew about Tatianna stealing money now this shit. Your brother could be dealing with for goodness sake."

"Mom. Dad. The paramedics are here."

Kenny and I stood to the side and let the paramedics come in and work. This shit was never going to end.