Paradigm {Complete}

{Here with me}

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Tianna's POV

Mom and Dad told all of us about Tatianna and I cried my eyes out. What kind of sicko would do that shit?

To get my mind off of it, I ordered some baby clothes and other things for my baby and my siblings were helping me out things way and decorate.

It was good to start now since I was already entering my 5th month, my siblings played a big part in everything. They bought a crib, clothes, bottles and all.
They really was going all out.

I sat on the couch, with my hands resting on my growing belly. "I can't believe I'm already five months in," I said, a mix of excitement and fear in my voice. "It's all happening so fast."

Teyanna, sat beside me, hanging up baby clothes.

"I know, right? But you're going to be an amazing mom, Tianna. And you know We've got your back." Tey said.

KJ, walked in with a box of baby bottles.
"Yeah, Ti. We're all here for you. Plus, you've got us to help out with everything."

Kenston, who was busy assembling the crib added on.
"This thing is more complicated than I thought," he muttered, then looked up at me. "But hey, it's going to be worth it for my nigga niece. My baby is going to have the best crib ever."

"Nigga did you just say Nigga niece?"
KJ asked and we all started to laugh.
I'm glad they were all excited to have a niece but I am excited but obviously at my age I had so many things running through my head.

"I really appreciate you guys. But... I'm scared. What if I'm not ready? What if I mess up?"

"It's normal to feel scared, Tianna. But you're strong, and you're going to be a great mom. We'll be here for you.You got mom, Dad and Aunty too"

Teyanna said and KJ nodded. "Yeah, and remember, Mom raised us pretty well. You've got good role model to look up to."

Kenston chimed in, "And you've got us to spoil the baby rotten. Seriously, Tianna, you're going to be fine. We're all in this together."

Tianna took a deep breath, feeling a bit more reassured. "Thanks, guys. I don't know what I'd do without you."

After a moment of silence, my face grew more serious. "There's something else that's been on my mind too y'all...I'm really scared about actually giving birth. Like, the thought of pushing out a baby freaks me the fuck out."

"Oh shit babies really come out of y'all stuff"
Kenston asked confused and KJ added.
"Wait come out of where?"

Tey and I looked at the idiots and shook out headed. We ignored them for  second then Teyanna explained where they come from and the boys were so disgusted it was funny.

Teyanna squeezed her hand. "Anyways..
I get it, Tianna. It's a huge thing to go through. But women have been doing this forever, and look if mom can do it you can do it too."

KJ leaned against the wall, looking thoughtful. "And don't forget, there are doctors and nurses who will be there to help you through it. You're not going to be alone in that delivery room. And all of us and mom and dad and aunty"

"I don't want all y'all looking at my punani"

"Well ian going in there until after the fact"

"Yeah ian going up in there but we'll be right outside, waiting to meet my nigga niece. You've got a whole team cheering you on."

I nodded, feeling a bit better, but then another worry surfaced. "And then there's the whole single mom thing. What if I can't handle it all by myself?"

Teyanna looked my in the eyes sympathetically. "You're not going to be by yourself, Tianna. You've got us, and Mom and Dad. We're all here to help you raise this baby."

KJ smiled. "Yeah, we're a team. And besides, you're one of the strongest people I know. You've got this."

Kenston grinned. "And don't forget, you're going to have the coolest uncles and aunt around. This nigga babygirl is going to be surrounded by so much love."

We laughed and The room filled with a sense of warmth and support as we continued to prepare for the new arrival, sharing laughs and stories, and reminding each other of the strength that family brings.

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Oh yall this ain't over..there's so much more drama. I just got a lot of work to do!😂