Unchaste Connection

Nineteen

Hyeokjae's POV

"Anything out of the ordinary for tonight?" I asked the general manager of 'Wild Waves' one of the bars I currently own. I once was getting addicted to the taste of alcohol, but being under therapy buti naagapan, kaya sa halip na magpakalunod sa alak, I pour my alcohol fascination to owning and managing bars.

As I'm scrolling to the logbooks of the private room renters, a very familiar name suddenly caught my eyes, 'Bada Lee'. Ang sabihin na parang biglang may nagkarerang kabayo sa dibdib ko ay kulang. My heart is pounding so fast, I'm feeling really nervous. 'Shit, nandito siya!'

Countless times I have imagined how to meet her or how to introduce myself to her. I unconsciously touched the moon necklace I've been wearing for years now. This is the constant reminder for me that someday, I'll have to fulfill my promise to her and meet her as her 'moon'.

Mabilis akong napalingon sa tabi ko ng makarinig ng sunod sunod na pag-ubo. I immediately got a glass of water and nagreready na akong ibigay sa kanya kung hindi ko lang nakita ang mukha na. I was stunned for a moment. The girl I've been loving for years now is already in front of me.

Instead of giving her the water, mabilis akong umikot para makapunta sa likod nya. Mabilis kong hinimas himas ang likod nya dahil grabe yung pagkakasamid niya. I took a glace on her shot glass and I saw that it's one of the strongest vodkas we have so far. 'Remind me to talk to the bartender and advise them not to give these alcoholic drinks to little girls.' Iiling iling na naisip ko. "Oh, easy, easy, you can drink it in several sips, you know." Nagulat ako ng bigla nya akong harapin. Maybe my words came across as a little bit nosy. So, I decided to just give her my warmest smile.

Hindi siya nagsalita, bagkus tinitigan nya lang ako ng kakaiba. Napalunok ako ng wala sa oras ng makita kong nakatitig siya sa mga labi ko. I bit it to stop myself from smiling widely, but still a small chuckle escaped. 'This girl is really something, titig palang, para na akong sinisilaban.'

I don't know what triggered it, but seeing her eyes with such passion and looking at my lips like that brings me to the brink. "Would you like to have a taste?" I tease her. Dapat ay joke lang talaga yun para mapagaan ang pag-uusap naming dalawa pero nagulat ako ng bigla nya akong sagutin. I was stunned, but because of how strong my emotions are for her, I immediately kissed her. 'Bahala na Hyeokjae!'.

My heart was really beating so fast as we kissed there. 'Fuck, make me stop or else I will bring you home and never let you go' "Fuck baby, but I don't want to have just a taste, I want to eat all of you." 'Fuck! That was supposed to be for myself only!' hindi ko pa man tapos murahin ang sarili ko dahil aksidente kong nasabi ng malakas ang iniisip ko ng marinig ko syang sumagot. "Then please do the honor and eat me.." 'Fuck you Hyeokjae! Grab it or bury yourself forever for this chance!"

We ended up in one of my exclusive rooms dito sa isa sa mga hotel na pag-aari ko. I don't know anymore but I really couldn't resist her. I asked her if she's drunk and she said no. Alam ko din namang hindi pa siya ganoon klaseng kahit noong papunta na kami sa hotel. Ang balak ko ay iwanan sya at patulugin nalang sa kwarto kung magbabago ang isip nya pero hindi nangyari yun ng bigla na lang nya akong halikan ulit while we're inside the elevator. Dahil nakainom din naman ako ng kaunti kanina, my rational thoughts were immediately thrown away in the trash bin. I found myself devouring her. Making sure she'll get satisfied with me.

"Fuck Hyeokjae!' I was surprised. Hindi sa iniisip kong ganoon siyang klaseng babae but I saw news of her going inside hotels with other guys, madalas yung Daniel Kang na yun. So, I thought may relasyon sila and that maybe they are doing the deed. Having bars as businesses opened my eyes to this. I never did it though, but I know that it's a possibility for people in a relationship, minsan nga kahit walang relasyon eh.