Jungkook's POV
Once I finished talking to my mom I was a sad cuz I really wanted to meet her and spend time with her and dad. It had almost been months since I met them both and we had a family reunion along with my brother.
I was really upset I had alot of expectations for today and had alot of things in mind to do with mom and dad, but unfortunately I couldn't meet them. My plan failed.
I thought of surprising them but incase I told them that I was coming, only if I did.
We would allow be gathered together as a family and had a family lunch while we talked.
I had alot to talk, alot of things to catch up with.Only I know how much regret not informing them about my arrival today.
I just went to my mom's room and laid down on the bed. I remember how i slept with her when I was going to school but it all changed after my debut.
I had to move out, I don't have any regrets but the only thing running on my mind is the amount of time I missed spending with my family.I just laid down on the bed until my mind calmed down.
Until I felt relaxed and slowly dozed off.I woke up after an hour due to hunger, that's when I realised I hadn't eaten lunch that's why.
I just went to the kitchen and opened the fridge to have some cold water only to notice a few containers in the fridge.
Out of curiosity I opened one of the boxes and was amazed to see the food in there. It looked pretty fresh, I thought maybe my parents and brother had breakfast here and left the leftovers in the fridge before they went out.I took it out and put it in the microwave and reheated it.
After reheating it I took a set of chopsticks and took the food to the living room and sat on the couch while I played some soft song on the tv and went back to eating.
As soon as I took the first bite I knew it wasn't cooked by mom, but it still felt very familiar. I didn't know why but the food was really tasty and I felt at ease.I really enjoyed the food and i felt my mood slowly changing. Now I was feeling good, like damn.
Once I finished eating my lunch in the evening I felt satisfied, I felt happy for atleast being able to eat some home cooked food even if it was not prepared by my mom I liked it.
I felt like my day was not wasted for visiting here on surprise.
I enjoyed the day, even if it was by myself.That's when my phone dinged with a notification, I thought it was Tae.
And when I saw the notification I felt happy for expecting it to be him.
I opened his text with a smile on my face and saw a beautiful picture of the sunset with a cute text:I know you liked sunrises more but since I like sunsets I clicked a few pictures and here I'm sharing them with you.
I guess you'll like it 😉
I miss you kookie !!!I chuckled after reading his message, I miss him too , more than he could imagine.
Anyways I responded to himThank you majesty for sharing those beautiful shots of the sunset, I feel blessed.
I like sunrise but since you like sunsets I love them too.
I miss you alot, come back soon. So we can meet!!!
And I also have something to tell you !My phone dinged immediately, just in a few seconds once my text was sent and it was none other than Tae. And the message said:
Awww that's sweet of you, but I can sense your sarcasm through the screen.
What is it that you have to tell me ?
Tell me now I'm curious.I wanted to tell him about my campaign with Calvin Klein and my schedule abroad, but not via text I wanted to tell him personally and spend some time with him before I left to the US.
So I replied:Tae I'll tell you once we meet okay! I can't tell this to you over text. I wanna see you and tell it not like this.
Surprisingly I didn't receive another message from him I thought I hurt him or maybe annoyed him.
Hope he doesn't get angry with me.
I waited for some more time, then the minutes turned to hours but still I didn't get any message from him.I didn't know what to do, I thought of calling him but he didn't pick my call either.
My day started off with a disappointment of not meeting my mom but now my day ended with a disaster I ended up being ignored by Taehyung, from whom I never want to be ignored or neglected.
I felt helpless.Taehyung's POV
Once we reached our hotel my clothes were soaked in rainwater.
I was shivering due to cold.
So I immediately went to the room allocated to me and changed to dry comfy and soft fluffy clothes.
I felt warm now. Once I was done I went to Mina's room.
Mina and her husband lived in one room and woo hyung and I got two separate rooms but all of it are connected.
So we basically have a common living room or veranda sort of area where the rooms get connected.
We met there after changing our clothes.
We sat down near the fireplace to warm ourselves while we waited for our dinner.
We ate our dinner and then dispersed back to our own room to rest for night.
We planned on leaving Jeju tomorrow since the weather right now wasn't that appropriate for the take off of flights.Once I entered my room I picked up my phone which I had put on charging.
And saw a message from Jungkook, which I assumed would be his reply to the picture and text I sent. I was slightly blushing after seeing that message where he said he missed me too ! Well hell never know how much I miss him. Only I know how bad I felt for not being able to meet him today because I had to come here.
After seeing the reply from him which said he would tell me something when I'm back made me eager to know what it was.I read his message and was beyond curious so I asked him tell me what he wanted tell me later when we met.
But he said he didn't want to tell it on call but in person. My thoughts wandered away, thinking what he could tell me that too only in person and not on call or text.
Was he gonna propose to me ? I wondered.
'Taehyung you're just a fan to him and nothing else. You will never be anything else to him. So don't raise your hopes, he would never love you back like the way I did to him.
He would never have feelings for you, romantic ones! '
I didn't want to accept my fate but I had to.
I didn't want to give myself false hopes, there are millions of people who like him maybe the way I like him too and it isn't necessary for him to reciprocate it. He loves us all equally as his fans, as ARMY, and never will have romantic feelings for me.
I don't want to make a fool of myself.Afterall everybody is a fool in love right ?
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