RINA'S POV
"Love-love bihis lang ako."
"Okay po" I smiled at her pero bigla syang lumapit sakin at tumitig sa kesame ng kwarto nya. Eh? Problema nito?
"I think you forgot something." At talaga namang tinuro turo nya pa yung pisngi nya.
"Oo na ito na. Mwah!" I kissed her cheeks and bite it. Kaya napahagikgik sya ng tawa. Sobrang cute nya ansarap panggigilan. Mahina ko syang tinulak. "Magbihis kana nga sho sho!" natatawa pa rin syang pumasok sa walk-in closet nya.
Nilibot ko ng tingin ang buong kwarto. Ang ganda talaga dito sobrang laki ng space parang isang bahay na yata.
Pero...
Itong hawak ko.. ngayon parang may humihila sakin na basahin to. Kaya naman ay umupo ako sa sofa na nandito rin sa kwarto ni Claudia. Tingnan ko ang notebook, di pala to basta mumurahing notebook lang, nakaleather yung cover eh at may gold linings ito at may angel sa gitna.
Unang bukas ko sa notebook ay bumungad sakin ang first page nito na may nakasulat na "To my dearest, Cleo.". Ang ganda naman ng handwriting nito, nakacalligraphy pa. Paglipat ko sa kabilang pahina ay may nakasulat ulit.
2nd page
"I saw you today at the flowershop you were talking to Miss Addison, I think you'll buy your favorite flowers again. You love flowers that much, why? Does it make you feel happy? Hmm, Yeah I think I'm right sweetheart. Then you saw me, god I'm panicking that time. I know we see each other almost everyday but you always makes me feel nervous Cleo, in a way that my heart screams your name. It sounds like this 'dugdugdugdug Cleo Cleo'. Girl what have you done to me?"
-Lorraine
Bago ko ilipat sa kabilang pahina ay pinaprocess ko muna ang nabasa ko. What the heck did I read?! So confirm nga na may pagtingin yung mommy ni Claudia kay Tita Cleo? and this notebook, di to kay Tita Cleo kundi sa mommy mismo ni Claudia! Kaya nagbasa pa ko kasi di pa sya lumalabas, antagal naman yata magbihis nun.
3rd page
"Hello there sweetheart, why are you keep smiling at me? Damn nakakakilig! You look so beautiful with your curly hair, you change your hair color right? I asked you about it and you said how did I know na hindi naman masyadong halata yun. I just smiled at you. The truth is..yeah it's still brown but when you went outside with the sun shining so bright, your hair color changes into shiny bronze. I was so amaze. You're so beautiful Cleo. Ikaw ang pinakamaganda sa lahat ng maganda. And I wish you know that."
4th page
"I heard that you broke up with him. I'm kinda happy..yeah yeah I know it's wrong to be happy while you were crying in that bench..in that bench at the back of that old building. But I couldn't help it, I'm happy because you and him were no longer together, that creepy looking guy yuck! I hate him! what's his name again? Oh nevermind this letter should not include those freak. I'll have a chance now. Right?. Damn I'm laughing while tears falling down on my eyes right now, it feels so wrong...but i couldn't help it. I like you so much Cleo. I hugged you that day and you hugged me back while you cried and cried because of that guy. But it broke me when you said that I should help you to get back to him...why? just why...I like you too much but I can't let you be with him again. I know it's pure evil, but I will make you fall in love with me."
5th page
"I notice that you were starring at me while I was on the stadium. Did you find me attractive? Hmm ikaw ha. Thank you for always watching and supporting me with my game. We won again! I'm so happy. I think it'll be my last game, because last time I had a check-up and my doctor said that I should rest because my eyes will surely be blinded by the light if I keep seeing bright lights. As I heard that, that I developed photophobia, it broke me down. I cannot play outside with the sun shining directly on me, I cannot play even indoors if there were a lot of lights. I'm so sad, Cleo. I think my life just ended."
