Mixed Emotions (Ray Ray Love Story)

Chapter 10- Jealousy is Your Worst Enemy

Ray'sPOV

As months passed I grew tired of Trevor and Léannah together. I grew tired of him always being here. I grew tired of her never being home cause she's with him and most of all I grew tired that I'm becoming more and more attracted to her. I tried to fight it in the beginning but I accidentally confessed it to Chresanto. Yes I admit it, I like Léannah and its killing me that I can't have her. Even thought Chresanto knows he still bugs me about it. Léannah has been more distant from me since her and Trevor got back together and ever since our birthdays dad's been less on our asses about everything which is probably what's pushing Léannah away. Speaking of dad him and Léannan finally have that father and daughter bond, she even calls him dad now. They finally did her room so it's no longer that boring beige creamy color although it still smells like vanilla. Her walls were now white and her floors were now black hardwood floors and her bedroom set was pink, black and white. Right now I was straightening up my room in an attempt to make it look and little more clean when Chresanto barged into my room. "Nigguh you do not know what Léannah just told me" he said.

"What?" I asked giving him my full attention.

"I promised her I wouldn't tell you but it's something you should know" he said

"Hurry up man" I said impatiently.

"Léannah told me she's ready to have sex with Trevor" he said

"WHAT?!?" I yelled causing him to jump.

Both instincts were popping in. My brother instincts told me to lock her in her room and never live her out but my jealousy instincts were telling me to kill Trevor's ass. "Ray calm down. I don't think she's really gonna do it"

"I don't give a fuck if she's gonna do it or not. She was thinking it which means its gonna happen."

"Ray. You have to let her grow up and make her own decision and you have to remember your her brother not her lover" Chresanto said.

Chresanto was right. I was acting like she was my girlfriend but even though he was right I didn't want to believe it. "Fine but I'm still gonna talk to her about it" I said then walked out the room.

I barged into Léannah's room and she looked up at me. "Wassup Ray" she asked.

"Wassup? You thinking about giving Trevor your v-card that's wassup" I basically yelled.

"Je vous jure les gens ne peuvent pas se taire aujourd'hui like shit man" she said in a irritated tone.

"Obviously we can't keep shit to ourselves if your thinking of having sex with a guy you've know for 7 months" I said

"Wait did you just understand what I said?" She asked confused.

"Léannah we've gotten into many fights where you cussed me out in French trust I'm starting to understand more than you think"

"Whatever," she said "and why do you care anyways it's none of your business"

"It is my business cause your my little sister and this is a big milestone in your life"

"Stop using big words we all know you ain't that smart," she yelled in a irritated tone "and what I do with Trevor is none of your business. I'm 15 years old I can make my own decisions"

"You may be 15 but you still have the mind of a 13 year old. Léannah I don't know who your trying to impress but your new attitude is not cute" I said

"You just don't get that I'm growing up" she said and shook her head "get out my room"

I sighed and shook my head "I miss the old Léannah" I said then walked out.