Mixed Emotions (Ray Ray Love Story)

Chapter 19- Just A Dream

Léannah'sPOV

The last 2 weeks of my life has been...hectic. Yea that's the word. After Kayla shot herself and her and Daniel's body was taken into the detective ward the questions started pouring in. There were news reporters everywhere, everyone wanted an interview with me or the Jacksons. The news went national and even talk shows wanted to interview us. I didn't get what the big deal was, it was just four teenagers who killed their bestfriend then tried and kill each other and we just happened to whiteness it.

The trial was set for the following week so Jaden and Carmenella was still in holding along with Justin. Since Justin was somewhat apart of the crime they had the right to fly him to America for his sentencing. Jaden's girlfriend, Ashley did everything with his lawyer to reduce his sentence or for him to not get any at all, well so I've been told. To be honest Ashley scares the crap out of me. She's a no bullshit kind of girl and I don't think she really likes me since I'm part of the reason why Jaden is in this situation.

I've had many nightmares about the night Kayla killed herself. I would often find myself sleeping in Ray's bed because of them. After about a week of sleeping in Ray's bed I almost didn't wanna go back and sleep in my own. Sleeping in his warm bed with his strong arms wrapped around me was heaven and I felt safe but sadly it had to end.

At this very moment I was laying on the couch on Chresanto lap. We were watching Disney channel since we were so bored. Ray went out about an hour ago and hasn't been back since. I'm done with this whole Trevor dying thing bringing me down. I still love Trevor with my heart but there's a time when I have to move on. "Santo I'm bored" I whined.

"And what do you want me to do about it?" He asked looking down at me.

"I don't know, I just felt like I needed to say it"

"Your so odd" he said and laughed.

"Where's Ray?" I asked.

"Apparently he went to do grocery shopping for us with Ariel"

Another thing is that Chresanto finally moved in with us with his little sister. Dad found out about his situation and insisted that he moves in until he fixed things with his mom. Dad had to go to work for two weeks so he wouldn't be here for the trial next week so basically were taking care of ourselves. "Uh huh" I said after a moment.

"Can I ask you something?" He asked

"You kinda just did" I said smartly.

He chuckled, "no seriously" he said.

"Yea sure"

"What do you think of Ray, you know as a person?" he asked.

Well that's a weird question. "He's a nice person when he wants to be but then he has his moments when he's annoying as hell" I said.

Chresanto laughed then became serious again. "Now erase the fact that he's your brother and tell me what you think of him." he said.

"Why is it so important?" I asked cause I found this very unnecessary.

"Just close your eyes and pretend that Ray was some guy in school or your close friend and not your brother." He said.

I didn't get why all these questions about Ray was so important but I didn't argue. I did what I was told and closed my eyes and imagined Ray not being somewhat related to me. "Am I suppose to say my thoughts out loud?" I asked with my eyes still closed.

"Yes Lay" he said sounding kinda irritated.

"Fine," I said and got back to imagining. "Ray is cute, he has a nice personality, he's annoying, he's loving, kind, cute, he has a nice body, he's funny, annoying, cute, caring, knows how to treat a girl, sexy, amazing kisser, good smelling, perfect, cute, annoying" I said describing Ray.