Mixed Emotions (Ray Ray Love Story)

Chapter 20- This Is The Moment

Léannah'sPOV

I was released from the hospital two days after I woke up and Aloura went home about week after. Ever since then I've been spending a lot of time with Trevor. No one understands how much I missed him even though he was never really gone. No one understood where I was coming from when I told them I missed Trevor like crazy. After processing that everything was a dream, I did I lot of thinking like first, what was the point of Trevor dying in my dream or the point of Jacob falling for me or even more importantly, Ray confessing his love for me.

That was one thing I couldn't get off my mind. I was honestly disappointed finding out that that part of my dream really wasn't true. I actually felt like I was falling for Ray and then I wake up and see Trevor and all my feelings and emotions get mixed up. Don't get me wrong, I love Trevor with all my heart and him actually dying in omy dream made me love him even more but I knew Ray saying he loved me had to have meant something. "Léannah" Trevor said waving his hand in my face.

"Huh?" I said coming back into reality.

"Thinking about your unrealistic dream?" He asked jokingly.

"It's not funny Trevor!" I scolded. "It felt so real. How would you feel if you thought I died?"

"I would be crushed but your not so let's just forget about it" he said wrapping his arms around me.

I rested my head on his chest and sighed. "It's not easy Trev, you don't know what I thought I went through"

"Do you wanna talk about it?" He asked looking down at me.

"You wouldn't understand" I said lowly.

"I can try" he said in attempt to get me to talk about it.

I thought about it for a moment but decided against it. How on earth would I explain to him that I had a dream about Ray, my stepbrother- well to Trevor, my brother, fell in love with me. "I'll get over it eventually, don't worry about it" I said trying to drop the subject.

"Okay, but I'm always here if you need me"

"I know"

He pecked me on my lips then stared at the cream color wall that covered his living room. He looked like he was in deep thought about something and I didn't want to disturb him so I let my mind run free and soon went into deep thought again.

Maybe I should talk to Chresanto about it, he seems like the only one that would listen and understand. With that thought I pulled out my phone and texted Chres;

Me: I need someone to talk to, u available?

I rested my phone on my lap and waited for him to reply. A few minutes later my phone vibrated, causing Trevor to snap out of his thoughts. I picked up my phone and checked the message;

Santo😎💙: ouuu juicy girl talk😁 sure come over whenever😊

I slightly laughed to myself and rested my phone on my lap. I could always count on Chresanto for anything. "Who you texting?" Trevor asked eyeing my phone suspiciously.

"Chresanto" I simply replied. I had nothing to hide, Chresanto is one of my closest friends.

"Oh"

"So what were you thinking about?" I asked after a moment.

"Nothing..." He said but I knew is was nothin by the way he said that.

"It had to be something for you to be thinking so hard to the point where it looks like it hurts"

He smiled and playfully rolled his eyes. "Well you remember when you said you knew who shot me? Well I was just wondering if you would tell me" he said nervously.