Mixed Emotions (Ray Ray Love Story)

Chapter 12- Reality Check

Léannah'sPOV

Once again I had computer class with Kayla and her annoying ass friends, well Carmenella. Danielle went to the bathroom about 15 minutes ago and hasn't come back since. Sometimes I just want to bang Kayla out but I don't have the guts to. Sometimes I talk back to her but I always end up looking like a fool in the end. "Um Léannah can you go find Danielle please she hasn't been back from the bathroom in 15 minutes" Mr. Kyle said to me.

I nodded my head and got up "why didn't you ask me? I'm actually her friend" Kayla asked with an attitude

"Cause you need to work," he said "and if you were her friend you would've asked me to go look for her about 10 minutes after she was gone" he said to her and everyone laughed "now go Léannah"

I walked out the class feeling Kayla's eyes on my back. I honestly don't get why Kayla hates me so much, like she wastes all her time and energy on making my life a living hell when she could've used it to actually get to know me. I walked down the hall to the girls bathroom. Before I turned the corner to go in I heard sniffles behind me. I turned around and saw Danielle sitting on a bench crying silently to herself. I walked over to her. "Danielle are you okay?" I asked in a concerned tone.

She looked up and quickly whipped her tears "uh yea just my allergies acting up" she said and slightly smiled.

Danielle isn't like Kayla and Carmenella. She's so quiet and so innocent that I wonder how she associated with the two bitches anyway. She never made fun of me and for that I actually liked her and didn't have a strong dislike for her. "Are you sure?" I asked

"No," she said breaking down all over again "I'm falling apart" she sobbed.

"What's wrong?" I asked rubbing her back in a attempt to calm her down.

"I have Chlamydia" she said in a low tone "I feel like such a whore"

"How did you get it?" I asked

"Trevor had his friends over and Kayla and Carmenella was talking about loosing their virginity to one of them," she started as she continued to sob "Kayla told me that I had to lose my virginity some day and that day should be that day. She called Daniel down from Trevor's room and talk to him. He took me upstairs and took my virginity. I feel so stupid to lose it under pressure but I didn't know what to do it was in the moment" she said sobbing harder than before.

Daniel was one of Trevor's friends along with Jaden. I didn't like either of them for multiple reasons. Daniel was perverted and would always try to make passes at me knowing I'm his best friend's girl. He makes perverted comments towards me when Trevor isn't around and all he thinks about is sex. The nigga got three phones; one for friends and families, one for hoes and one for virgins. I don't know which one I'm in but I'm honestly afraid to know. Then there's Jaden that just had no emotions. He like a body with no soul. He just sit there with his dark sunglasses on and stare in one direction with no emotion on his face. I never really heard him talk unless he's talking to his girlfriend Ashley. He always wears dark clothing and his black hoodie. He really creeps me out cause I always feel like he's staring at me but I can never tell cause of his sunglasses. It's like there's a black cloud following him. "It's okay Danielle," I said rubbing her back "people make mistakes. Everything is gonna be okay" I reassured her.

"No it's not," she said trying to catch her breath from all the crying "my dad kicked me out when he found out and Kayla wouldn't let me stay with her so I've been staying with Daniel. My dad also refuses to pay for the treatment to get it cleared" she said "why did this happen to me. I'm not a bad person, I try to stay out of trouble, I try to help people and the first time I have sex I catch an STD"