corbyn centric one shots

not ready

ship: zorbyn
warnings: sensitive sexual topics, sad, extreme sexual actions

summary: corbyn just wants to make zach happy.

corbyn's hips rolled into zachs touch as the older continued to palm him through his jeans

zach giggled as he continued to kiss corbyn through his moan while he slowly began to unzip his pants

when zach pulled away to fully undress his boy he could sense the shift in the mood before corbyn even said anything, giving his boy a once over as he caught wind of the silent battle corbyn was facing behind his eyes.

"honey do you want to continue?" zach asked quietly, a small hint of impatience in his tone as he panted.

corbyn only sat silently for a moment, keeping his eyes cast down and away from zach's piercing gaze as he shyly shook his head no.

"that's okay, i'm gonna go shower then" zach responded, trying very hard to mask the frustration evident across his face as he quickly moved towards the bathroom.

"i'm sorry" corbyn squeaked from the bed he'd yet to move from, the thick white comforter engulfing his body as he hid from his lover

zach sighed upon looking at his boy, moving back to the bed as he placed a chaste kiss on his forehead "you don't need to be sorry corb, it's your call when we decide to do it" he spoke softly, making his way back to the bathroom and shutting the door behind him.

corbyn stayed tense after zach had left him, his hands still shaking as he finally let out a breath he didn't know he was holding.

he didn't know why he couldn't do this. he'd be so into it one moment and then the next he was suddenly terrified. he knew it wasn't fair to zach to get him so worked up just to leave him dry and even still this was the third time they'd done this just this week.

he just wanted to make zach happy.

it wasn't that the elder was pressuring the blonde to have sex with him, it was just that he was sexually frustrated and trying to navigate around his virgin boyfriend while not hurting him or his feelings.

corbyn sighed as he reached over to his bedside table, clutching his phone tightly as he opened amazon.

his palms sweating as he clicked purchase on the 9 inch dildo that would arrive tomorrow.

if he was so scared of it hurting he would just have to make sure he would take the hurt away before zach could take him.

he would do anything to make zach happy. anything to rid of the cold nights where zach would turn away from him after corbyn would wimp out. anything to get rid of the tension between them when zach would return after he left corbyn to sulk.

he just wanted to make zach happy.

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corbyn sighed upon peeling the first layer of tape away from the brown box in his hands. was he really going to do this?

zach had left for work only an hour ago, kissing corbyn goodbye before slipping out the front door with no words.

the reminder of that interaction was enough for corbyn to continue shredding the layers of the box until he finally found the contents of what laid inside.

zach wouldn't be home for another 4 hours, since today was only a short work day for him.

corbyn had 4 hours to make this work.