Broken But Not Broken (COMPLETE)

Still don't know what to put

so right now its 3 am, Im watching Disney Channel, one of my favorite movies is on, it is Alice In Wonderland, not the animated version, but the real life one. I'm in Ixtapa visiting my father, her wife and my step-sister that is 2 months old. It's fucking hot (the weather you pervs)!!!!

One thing you need to know about me, is that I FUCKING HATE A HOT WEATHER!!!!! It's so stressing, I'd rather be in Alaska, in the blistering cold, than in the heat...weird thing, because I want to live in NY after I graduate, well, I want to live there in any stage of my life, I think that NY is my favorite place in the world!!!! IT'S SO AWESOME!!!! AND SO PRETTY!!!! I'm crazy...

Well, moving on, lately I've been obsessed with creepypastas, yeah, those psychological horror stories about teenagers that have become serial killers or something like that... I've found myself staring at people and thinking: "How can I kill them, the slowest way possible" It is kinda disturbing...

You know that the flight from Mexico, D.F to Ixtapa is 1/2 an hour?! IKR, it's impressive, one moment you feel your feet on the ground and the other you're 1000 feet above the surface. Flying is something that I find relaxing. When you start watching the clouds, they're like cotton candy, it feels as if you could stretch your arm and get a piece, then bite it and feel the same sugary texture "melting" in your mouth, then you see the houses, the cars, the fields, the buildings, everything, they look like toys and ants, it's like having everything in the palm of your hand...I don't know, that's just how I feel. "It's funny how some distance, makes everything seem small, and the fears that once controlled me, can't get to me at all"-Elsa (Frozen) (Yeah, that song is still stuck in my head, damn it!), but it's true though, when you step back a little bit, you can see that some problems are not that big and troubling. They're just small problems that at the moment are the biggest things that get you down and makes you feel bad about yourself, they're not that big, and if you are living through something bad, remember that you are facing that because God knows that you are strong enough to get through that... Don't give up, remember it's better to regret that something happened, than to regret never done it...

So, I've talked to a school friend, and he likes one of my friends, I'm not going to give details, so if you know me, don't ask and yes I'm referring to andreagonz2001 and Wrxter_Advxnturer, please girls, don't ask, I won't tell you, but when we get back to school you'll know what I'm talking about!!! I'm really excited and we have a lot of time to plan the whole thing, it's gonna be super cute and AGHHHH super romantic, I wish someone was that romantic to me, it's almost not fair, but I'm happy for that person...

So now it's 3:30 and I'm not sleepy at all, I'm still watching Alice In Wonderland, and I also recommend the book, it's weirder than the animated movie, but it is full of life lessons, it's worth the re, re, re, reading. It's wonderful. 

I've decided that each chapter I'm going to recommend a book, this chapter it will be a teens book, it is named The Fifth Wave, if you like science-fiction, or aliens, this 3- book series is going to be awesome for you, if you don't like to read, movie:  this chapter, it will be my favorite movie, I've mentioned it 2, now 3 times in the same chapter, it is Alice In Wonderland, the new version, but if you like crazy, senseless stuff, then the animated is for you. 

Now I'm sounding like a TV commercial...Oh well, so now I'm gonna watch the movie and fall asleep, hopefully, if not, I'll look for stuff to help this guy with his proposal (BTW, I'm giving too much info, I'll shut up now...), when it happens, I'll write with detail, BYE, BYE my people!!!

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So, if you're wondering, my scars are healing! YAY! This time I can't promise that I won't kill butterflies, but I can promise that I'll talk to someone, anyone available (that knows about my "condition" (?) ). 

In honor to andreagonz2001, I'm eating cereal while watching the movie (she loves cereal). 

God 753 words, wow, Im Inspired!!!