Hi, so... Yesterday I went to the psychiatrist...and I'm officially depressed *slow claps*, anyone could've guessed tho... I'm on pills, today I took the first one, it didn't work at all, the only thing that it caused was a massive headache and nausea...so..yeah... This side-effects have been the worst, my head is still hurting, and I have to do a Presentation, the worst is that this is gonna last until Friday... I know, I wanted to take pills, but I didn't imagine it would be this painful, I have the try-out pills, so it's just for a week, next week I'm going back, and asking for a stronger pill, even if it hurts...
Ohh and I realized that I can't save anyone, I knew it from the start, but I don't think that I was aware of that... Ummm...so...yeah.... I follow an Instagram account to which I can relate, the username is @7.18am, she wanted to die, and she failed to, she posted something about a guy that died, and his cousin was taking over his account...this made me think: What if I talked to this person last night? Yeah, I like to torture myself with that shit, but there's always a "What if?" So, yeah... I think that I'm worst than how I was. Even though this is for help, I don't want it to help, I feel that if I get "better", I will lose a part of me...
Anyways, bye, see ya later...
Book: An infinite sea, the second book of "The Fifth Wave"
Movie: Unfriended
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Broken But Not Broken (COMPLETE)
Non-FictionOk, so everything that you read actually happened, so if you want to keep reading its your choice, WARNING: Sometimes I feel that my depression doesn't make sense, please, if you relate to this story, or you start feeling worse STOP READING! UPDA...
