Broken But Not Broken (COMPLETE)

Long Time No See! (And Rant)

Hey! Sorry I've been out for a couple of days "(^^) I've been very very busy with some stuff and friends and other stuff.

So, today I feel in the mood of ranting about some things that have been going on lately (and by lately I mean today).

So, today I had a class for Chemistry and Math (I secretly hate the teacher, but oh well) and I've been having this class for 3 days straight, and being honest here, I'm tired. On the two following days I will have the same class and then I'm kinda free (until next monday). Some of you don't know what I'm talking about but I'm not in the mood for explaining, so alongside of my tiredness I texted my mom saying I wanted to change the class to being monday, wednesday and friday. She said no and I replied okay. I don't fucking know if she misunderstood or something but a few hours after I texted her, she called me, I kid you not, shouting "IS IT NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU?!" "DO YOU WANT TO BE LIKE YOUR FUCKING COUSIN?!" (she hates my cousin, because he is apparently a "good for nothing" and stuff). I screamed back at her because I'm tired of her thinking I'm a good for nothing, I screamed "MOM I TEXTED OKAY, IT MEANS THAT I UNDERSTAND, WHY WON'T YOU LEAVE THE TOPIC ALONE?!" she screamed back and that's how out conversation went for like 5 minutes until we hung up. I actually forgot about it and I let it slip, but when my mom came home she was in a bitchy mood, she was like "Stand up to say hi to me" I was laying on my bed, I sat down and said hi, fortunately, my cousin was there and she changed the topic to see pictures from a trip we went to as a family (btw, I hate most of my mom's side of the family). We watched the photos and then we watched Modern Family, I started browsing on Buzzfeed and came across a post about silver hair, for ages I've wanted to dye my hair that color (alongside blue), and my cousin said she wanted to dye her hair that color, to which I said I wanted to also. My mom then stared at me and said "You are NOT going to that, I've pampered you enough" she walked out of the room and I said "I don't need your approval, and it's not your hair, why do you care?" thank god she didn't listen because I would have been dead. I truly hated her today, she was so bitchy and ugh. 

So, that was my (kind of) rant, yes, I haven't talked to her after all that. 

So...I'll write to you later, love you.

R