Living a Lie

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So... Idk how to start....ummm...well, in these days I've realized that I'm not okay... I am still depressed for some things and every time I listen to some songs, I want to cry....So, yeah, I'm not okay...My anxiety level has raised, If I couldn't sleep before, now it is worse, and when I do sleep, I don't dream or rest, I'm neutral... As if I was standing somewhere and watch my life go on and can't move a single muscle and do something about it... I don't feel anything, i can't feel happiness or joy, I'm neutral...
But don't worry, I'll keep smiling and laughing even though I don't mean it...Don't worry about me, it's okay...
I miss Andi so much, I want to see her and hug her... (Andi if you're reading this, ILY and I miss you *virtually hugs*)
So yeah, this is the real me, not the one you see smiling, ok.
That's all I wanted to say.
Book: Asylum, Me iz not gunna spoil anything, so yeah...
Movie: The breakfast club, it's funny

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