Saying goodbye is the worst

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So...yeah...I've been doing good? I don't know, but whatever.
Today was emotion full...
Umm..one friend wanted to kill herself... I guess she's alright now, but I'm not, it made me remember about myself and how I harmed myself...yeah... Although I don't regret anything and I'm happy to help anyone that needs help, it unplugged a dark room in my mind, the one that keeps my fears and depression...I don't know, it's not her fault, but mine, I decide when to unplug it...and today seemed to be a good day, so my brain went "Oh, it's a pretty day, good thing that we have all night to think about fears, anxiety, and depression! Yay!!" Yeah... I don't want to hurt myself, but I feel the need to... I think that I've been growing strong since last time, so I'm going to put all my effort in not doing it...although I can't promise anything...
Ok, bye, I'll talk to you later.
(I'm not recommending anything bc I'm not in the mood, ok?)
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