Broken But Not Broken (COMPLETE)

Genuine Smiles

So, lately I've been trying to love myself and find beauty around me, and I 've found that the most beautiful thing someone has, is a genuine smile. It doesn't matter if they have crooked teeth, a "weird" lip form or anything else, if you see someone genuinely smile, you know something is good. Even if you can't actually see the smile, if you watch their eyes, they sparkle with so much life and colors that you feel a warm feeling when you see them, a happy feeling. 

A fake smile can cause you to get sadder or feel worse, so try not to fake it. Notice I say TRY, because I know it is impossible to try and stop making other people think you're not okay because you don't want to make them feel bad, but just try.

I've seen so many people smile fakely lately also, and I can tell when they are not genuinely smiling, hell, I know how it feels and how it looks from my own face. I used to stare at a mirror and say, you're going to smile and make others happy, then I would fake a smile. Now I can actually smile without faking it, I've learnt that everything gets better, it doesn't matter in what situation you're in, everything gets better in the end, so don't give up, life is worth living. I know some of you are in aweful situations I can not compare to my own, but I assure you, if you keep going and fighting as hard as you can, there will always be a rainbow after a storm. In case you haven't heard/been told this today, I am so proud of you, I am proud of who you are and everything you have achieved. I know that you can and will get better, I believe in you 

And going back to some stuff or some kind of update: I am still taking my meds, I am going to keep on going, and yeah...they actually help.

So, always remember that you can reach out, even if it is to a weird girl that you know practically everything about and doesn't know about you or your parents, teachers, friends, family, etc... but remember to always find help from someone you trust. It can be literally anyone. 

Also, remember to love yourself, you're going to spend a whole life with yourself, with your body, your mind, your soul, so why not make peace with it, and once you love yourself, life gets brighter. It is difficult to love and accept yourself and I'm still on that process, but determinaron can get you really, really far! Just trust yourself and don't overthink too much because you could get hurt or lose opportunities.

I love you all, and see you soon :3  

P.D: Feel free to contact me for anything, I am here to listen!

Michael Clifford because he's so *-*