Sooooo.....how y'all doing?! I'm finally happy, I've met so many great people, of course some are fake friends, but who doesn't have those?
When I left the 2 of my "friends" I knew that something had to change, me, the depression, don't be mistaken, I still have depression, but I've learnt to control the intensity. With Mali, everything got better, I've learnt some things about her, that I'm not gonna say. We're super close right now, we're like sisters. We've had sleepovers, we watch Netflix and laugh at ourselves. I've learnt to laugh at myself, to love myself, to respect myself. That is one of the reasons why I stopped cutting, I'm almost a month clean ^_^ I'm so happy. Another thing, the people who love me, like Mali, that is very important, because they noticed before me that the other 2 were toxic for me... Yep.... And I just noticed that. But oh well.
I hope they're doing fine, because even when I don't want to be their friend anymore, I still care. Silly right? But oh well. I won't be their enemy, I will just be a "stranger" I won't keep anger inside me. It just doesn't help ^^Changing the subject...
I got in touch with a friend, again, Rommel, he's got a special thing that makes me feel loved. He's like my friend/boyfriend, it's weird, but he treats me like a fucking princess :3
Literally he calls me princess, beautiful.But on the other side, I met a Spanish guy that is very sweet, he's funny and cute, I don't know what is happening between us, but I'm enjoying it.
Well, that's that, that's basically my life so far :3
Goodnight everyone, I love you :3
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Broken But Not Broken (COMPLETE)
No FicciónOk, so everything that you read actually happened, so if you want to keep reading its your choice, WARNING: Sometimes I feel that my depression doesn't make sense, please, if you relate to this story, or you start feeling worse STOP READING! UPDA...