So...yeah...
Hi! I'm sad...
Yeah...
My senpai tries to commit suicide every night, I try to stop this person, and so far I have succeeded, but I don't know for how long I'll be able to do it...
If this person dies, maybe I'll die...senpai is the one that keeps me alive and keeps me from putting a blade in my skin and just pass it through deep enough that it makes me bleed to death...so yeah...if senpai dies, I die. Maybe I won't kill myself, but I'll go back to the depression, the anxiety, all the feelings, etc, that's like being dead without being dead... So...yeah..
It's almost 1 am and I'm not sleepy...I slept all day since I got home. So yeah... I want to kill butterflies, but I'm not strong enough to leave my bed and go for the blade... I hate myself...
Okay, I'll talk to you later...
Book: the longest ride (there's also a move with Scott Eastwood, watch it)
Movie: 10 things I hate about you
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Broken But Not Broken (COMPLETE)
Non-FictionOk, so everything that you read actually happened, so if you want to keep reading its your choice, WARNING: Sometimes I feel that my depression doesn't make sense, please, if you relate to this story, or you start feeling worse STOP READING! UPDA...
