I hate my mother, ughhh
Okay, so today she asked us to go for her to a dinner with her friends, it was a fucking DINNER!!! She was not supposed to get drunk, she was supposed to eat and go back home, but nooooo she gets drunk and decides it's time for her to be the queen of the world. You know what? She can go and fuck herself!! Ughhhh. I hate that when she goes out, it means that she will get drunk no matter what, even if she has to work the day after, she doesn't care, she'll get fucking drunk and forget that I have fucking feelings. And that I don't like to fucking see her like that because she's fucking hurting herself.
You know what? I won't give a flying fuck about anyone, but the people that matter the most to me, and the ones that I can trust. I'll be a bitch, a manipulative bitch when I have to. I will fucking hide my fucking useless feelings to everyone!
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Sorry, I was mad and had to write it all down, and now I am more calm. I don't mean some stuff, but I had to say nasty things for nasty feelings to come out
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Broken But Not Broken (COMPLETE)
NonfiksiOk, so everything that you read actually happened, so if you want to keep reading its your choice, WARNING: Sometimes I feel that my depression doesn't make sense, please, if you relate to this story, or you start feeling worse STOP READING! UPDA...
