I'm okay, although my body woke up at 3 am just to have an anxiety attack and then go back to sleep. Idk, I feel okay, but it seems that I'm not... I have constant mini anxiety attacks, and I want to puke all the time. No one notices, it's okay, yeah it hurts, but I'll get used to it, it's probably not that bad. The thing is that it makes me have a bad mood, and I could insult anything that moves, in my head.
I just...I don't know what to do, If I say it, they get worried and they think I'm an asshole, If I don't, they think I'm an asshole so it's the same both ways.
I am addicted to pain, hunger is one of the worst forms of pain, it not only affects your stomach, but it gives you a headache and affects your mood, so it is really painful. It hurts so bad that it feels good, I don't know how to explain it...
Well, see you later, maybe...
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Broken But Not Broken (COMPLETE)
NonfiksiOk, so everything that you read actually happened, so if you want to keep reading its your choice, WARNING: Sometimes I feel that my depression doesn't make sense, please, if you relate to this story, or you start feeling worse STOP READING! UPDA...
