You know what?! I'm fucking done with love, it's just not worth it, ugh!!!
Ok...so remember senpai? Well senpai asked for some time, and 2 days after, senpai wanted to get me back, I accepted and now senpai just sent me something, SENT me this, senpai wasn't even brave enough to tell me this in person, not even, SENPAI sent me a fucking message that said: Ok look, this must end cause I don't even know if you still love me, you prefer Patch (a friend), I was surprised, it seems that I'm invisible and well, I can't take it, I get depressed, just admit you don't even want to be my friend cause you are hurting me, I'm not a 3rd wheel, I am important so if you can't see it, I prefer being alone than with friends that can't appreciate me for who I am.
I left senpai on read, you know, I won't cry or hurt myself because it's not worth it, like, I still love senpai, but if this person doesn't want to be with me anymore, I guess that it's okay and yeah....
I can't stop caring about people once I care about them...so yeah....
I won't look for a relationship right now...I don't want to get hurt again.
If person asks I will say no, because I don't want anything to do with love. I'll just focus on school and my closest friends, that's it!
I'm so mad!!! Who ever told senpai that we didn't appreciate this person?!
I was the one that told senpai that was worth it and important and now senpai's using it on me?! Ughh I just.... *sighs* at least senpai understood that...
Ughh ok bye
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Broken But Not Broken (COMPLETE)
Non-FictionOk, so everything that you read actually happened, so if you want to keep reading its your choice, WARNING: Sometimes I feel that my depression doesn't make sense, please, if you relate to this story, or you start feeling worse STOP READING! UPDA...
