So today in Basketball practice Gentoka (a guy in basketball, but he's like really dedicated) made me feel like shit and I just wanted to cry...
The story is:
We were playing all on all, just the three of us (Gentoka, Person, and me). As you know, I am really bad at basketball, and Gentoka just left me behind and every time he could, he would just stare at me with this anger and hate that made me want to cry, the teacher noticed and told me: "You shouldn't let them see you like that".
The class was over and I just wanted to cry...
I ran for my backpack and rushed to the bus. Person hugged me and told me "What happened?" And I as usual said "It's nothing..." But my tears were a little on me...
I sat on the bus and cried, I felt someone hugging me and I don't know, my heart raced and...yeah... I knew exactly what I was feeling now...fuck...
He hugged me and listened to me, when I was getting off the bus, I kissed him on the cheek and my stomach just went all dragon on me...
And now I'm sitting on my couch thinking, if I promised that I would never fall in love again, why did I do it again? Just... WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?!
Moving on...
I'm not going to eat anymore, I just want to be skinny and yeah...
Just drinking water...
Movie: Girl, Interrupted
Book: Paper Towns
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Broken But Not Broken (COMPLETE)
Non-FictionOk, so everything that you read actually happened, so if you want to keep reading its your choice, WARNING: Sometimes I feel that my depression doesn't make sense, please, if you relate to this story, or you start feeling worse STOP READING! UPDA...
