What should I do?
So, senpai cheated on me...and now senpai is asking for forgiveness, but I don't know...
I met a guy on Internet (that's where I spend most of my time), he's my age and treats me like a princess, and I've started to love him. Ughh I don't know what to do!!!
I want to forgive senpai, and I do, but I don't want to get hurt again, but at the same time I don't want to hurt anyone.
I don't jävla (for those who don't know, it means "fucking" in Swedish) know what to do!!!!
Why is life so difficult? Why am I in this position? Ughhhh
I'm trying not to cut, and so far, I've succeeded, but I don't know for how long I can keep up with this, I mean I feel that if I lose control for one second, I'll fall again and get destroyed.
I just...hate myself and I just want to be an angel that goes home, I don't want to be here anymore...not in this hypocrite and vain world...and yeah, I can stay with the smile carved on my face, but someday that smile will lead me to my own grave...I'm just writing without really knowing what I'm writing, it's kind of an exercise that "The Sixth Sense" taught me. Anyway...hope you all live a long, happy life.
A.N: I know my chapters have been short and I apologize for that, the thing is that I haven't been so inspired lately so...yeah....
Book: Divergent
Movie: The Hunger Games
Btw, the multimedia doesn't have anything to do with the chapter, I just wanted to put my fav song in here.
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Broken But Not Broken (COMPLETE)
Non-FictionOk, so everything that you read actually happened, so if you want to keep reading its your choice, WARNING: Sometimes I feel that my depression doesn't make sense, please, if you relate to this story, or you start feeling worse STOP READING! UPDA...
