Aoey and I were now like two travelers who had been traveling for a long
time. We were both our source of water. The thirstier she was, the more I
wanted to gobble it down. We forgot that we were on a walkway outside the
hotel. I heard footsteps approaching and that's when we stopped. A hotel
worker walked by and we pretended nothing was wrong even though our
hair and face said otherwise. After the stranger passed, we looked at each
other and decided if we should continue. Finally, Aoey gestured for us to
return to the hotel.
"We should go back."
"Ok."
"Come on."
"Lead the way."
The smaller girl took a step in front of me but continued to look back
seductively. My heart was beating faster as I tried to keep up. We were so
excited that we hurriedly ran to get to the room as quickly as we could. If
we could... Get to the room. Why did we need an elevator? Why do we stay
on the eighth floor? Why did I go down at the beginning?
"Can we do it in an elevator?"
Aoey asked. I looked around and saw the CCTV. I shook my head.
"No, there is a camera."
"Why do I feel so excited? Do you feel the same?"
"Yes."
"Why aren't you talking?"
I looked into the sweet eyes and said candidly like never before.
"I'm so hot."
The elevator told us we were now on the eighth floor. Aoey led the way out
of the elevator and ran towards the room, but she still pulled my hands to
follow her. We stopped at the front of our room, but Aoey couldn't find her
key card. She nervously searched her bag but still couldn't find it. I had to
help her search everywhere in her purse and pockets. We finally found it
and slid the card inside with our shaking hands. We looked like two drug
addicts.It clicked!
Once the door opened, the lights turned on in the room. We looked at each
other for 3 seconds, Aoey and I jumped on each other and kissed
passionately. The little girl, worried that I might disappear, wrapped her two
legs around me tightly. Her lips kissed me softly all over and she whispered
in my ears the whole time.
"My Gen."
We still couldn't get to bed. I pushed her body against the door and bit her
soft neck and shoulders. I ripped her tight little t-shirt. We were at the dance
that led us to our impulse of nature when the doorbell rang. Aoey pinched
my arm.
"Do not open."
"OK."
We both continued hugging and kissing each other, but the bell kept
ringing. We should check who it is.
"No, I can't wait any longer, Gen. Now is not the time."
Now I was wondering who would be at the door. There could be an
emergency. I finally stopped and fixed my shirt and hair. The little girl
couldn't contain her agitation when I opened the door.
"Tod."
"What are you doing?"
The handsome boy appeared at 11 pm. He looked at us and sniffed.
"There is a smell..."
"What a smell..."
I answered reluctantly. I wish it would go away now.
"The smell of love but how is it possible if you two hate each other."
"Now we are sleepy. Can you go?"
Aoey said, trying to throw him out. Tod was surprised and looked at me
curiously as I supported her comment.
"We're going to bed now... very sleepy."
"Oh really?! I thought we could chat. I'm leaving then."
"Good."
I forced him out of the room and slammed the door in his face. Of course,
we both quickly jumped on each other. But...
Ding Dong!
The bell continued to ring. Aoey and I closed our eyes angrily. I finally
opened the door and found Tod again. This time Aoey and I said at the same
time with an angry voice.
"What the hell..."
"Wow, you two must be angry."
Tod started to feel guilty because neither of us smiled.
"I'm just going to tell you that I have to go first. There is an emergency at
the hotel. If I don't see you tomorrow..."
I closed the door in his face. Aoey took off her clothes showing her bare
skin. She showed me a seductive smile. We both exchanged words that we
used to excite each other.
"Eat me. Eat me now."
I took off my shirt and pressed her chest down and said in a low and sexy
tone.
"Where should I start?"
"My best part."
I nibbled on her chest and took a deep breath to absorb her sweet smell. She
always smelled so good. Her body and my body temperature were now
elevated.
"This is not the best part... no."
Aoey said with difficulty breathing.
"Come on! give it to me."
Low! Low!
The little girl grabbed my hair and pushed my head down. I followed her
naturally, I knew I couldn't wait any longer.
"Ahhhhhhh...."
"My Aoey."
The moment I finished the sentence. Aoey's entire body tensed. She raised
her head to look at me and gasped. I looked at the girl suspiciously and
licked my own finger and stuck it in...
"No, I haven't finished."
"Oh...."
"Here I am."
Aoey's body tensed once again as I invaded her, my familiar place. The
little girl bit her lip and moaned in her throat. She grabbed my hair tightly.
"It's really you... Gen."
I felt the same as her. I approached and kissed her on the chin while my
hand was still on the same place.
"It's you...."
3 years had passed. I missed those moments... the moment when we
whispered love in each other's ears and covered each other in our own
sweat. Then we talked about what felt good and what no. How we liked it
and how we prefer it. We were both lovers and friends who could talk about
anything.
I thought I would never have this again...our old days were back.
"Did you miss me?"
She said with difficulty breathing and wrapped her arms around my neck.
"Did you miss me, Gen?
She said as her hand moved lower.
"Let my body tell you that."
I moved my finger up at a certain angle that I knew was her weak point and
it worked every time.
"You never forgot what makes me happy."
Aoey pulled me in and hugged me tight. I remembered the rhythm, the
movement and how she liked it. I could tell where she was now. I was sure
she was about to cum, so I stopped.
"Do not make fun of me.."
"I don't want this night to end too quickly."
"Don't worry."
The little girl raised her head and bit my lower lip. This kitten knew well
what worked for me.
"I won't let this night end too soon."
I got lost in desire. After going through the whirlwind, my emotion was
released. I sat there and felt guilty for not stopping and here we were up to
this point. We weren't drunk or anything. It was pure loneliness and desire
that brought us to that moment. It all started at 11 at night and continued
until 8 in the morning. We stopped to rest from time to time, but when we
looked at each other, it would start again. Now we were both exhausted. I
looked at Aoey who was now sleeping. I shouldn't have let that happen. I
tried a lot, but once I heard the magic word 'My Gen'. I immediately lost
myself in lust. And now it was time to pay.
I got up to take a shower. The person next to me who I thought was
sleeping, pulled my arms. She tried to open her eyes and called me by my
name.
"My Gen."
Again....
"Yes."
"Where are you going?"
"Shower."
"It's only 8 o'clock. Why are you in such a hurry?"
The sweet eyes attracted me and rolled about me.
"I'm still hungry."
"Aren't you tired?"
I looked at her with surprise. I saw a smile at the corner of her mouth. She
nibbled my neck.
"I've tried but it's not me who works, it's you."
"Don't you think I'm tired too?"
"Don't you want to hear my moan? It's your favorite noise."
The sweet eyes seduced me again and it always worked.
"Eat me."
I could never get out of bed..... I lost again 11 am.....
It was time to get up. Aoey seemed to have enough at that moment. I
watched as she stood up and walked to the shower with a towel wrapped
around her. I was exhausted and could have fallen asleep standing up at that
point. I probably used too much energy. As I dozed, I heard a noise next to
my ear, followed by a playful bite.
"Wake up!"
"Oh!"
I blinked and looked at Aoey wearing a long-sleeved shirt. It seemed fresh
even though we did it all night.
"Have you finished showering?"
"Yes, it's your turn to shower. It will wake you up."
I walked to the shower like she said and looked at myself in the mirror. I
was shocked to see that my neck halfway was full of bite marks. She was
pretty hard on me last night. I hadn't entered the shower when Aoey opened
the bathroom door and entered. She looked at me with a smile.
"That was my work on your body."
The sweet eyes hugged me from behind and made eye contact in the mirror.
"If you plan to sleep with someone else after this, he will see this."
"Did you plan this?"
"No, not really, but now I feel good that I did it,"
Aoey said as she gently touched my shoulder with her lips. It's like when a
child doesn't want to share ice cream, so she licks the ice cream.
"I licked you last night, are you mine now, Gen?"
"Do you want to possess me? What's the point of owning me?"
"I won't let you be with anyone. You are just mine."
"Are you mine too then?"
I asked her.
"I licked you too."
"Do you want to be my owner?"
The little eyes asked and looked at me with curiosity.
"What do you want to do when you possess me?"
"If you are mine. I will ask you not to get married. Would you do that?"
The sweet eyes raised their eyebrows and laughed. The kitten was gone.
Now she was a ferocious cat again.
"Don't be too serious with what I said. It was just a joke."
Aoey walked away from me and walked towards the bathroom door. She
leaned against the door and chuckled.
"You can't be too serious about last night, can you? It was lust that we
relieved each other. Do you know what I mean?"
I swallowed a lump in my throat when I heard that. I knew what we did last
night wasn't right, but now she made it seem like it was nothing. Last night
we jumped on each other, kissed, and whispered love but nothing was
serious. Was it just me who took it seriously? It made my head turn like it
said it would. She wanted to hurt me to the bone.
"I understand."
I looked directly at her now.
"I won't be too serious about it. It was just a physical relief. We were both
familiar with each other. It's just that familiarity that set us off. I
understand."
"That is easy. I like it. One more thing, I couldn't do what you ask anyway.
I'm about to get married. If you mean it, you will be my lover. Can you
handle that?"
"I know that Genlong will not be anyone's love story. You don't want to lose
to anyone. So let's keep it simple. We only sleep together. I gave you 10 out
of 10 like the last time you handcuffed me."
So she was saying it was nothing and I was glad she didn't mean it. I did not
want to lose, so I nodded as if to indicate that I understood.
"I'm glad to know that you're still good at this, although you haven't done it
with women in a long time. I thank John for teaching you so well."
No, I was calm. I didn't know what she was thinking, so I said something in
return.
"Children lick their ice cream because they don't want to share it with their
friends, but John is different. Even if you or any man licked me all over my
body, John wouldn't really care."
"That's the advantage of being a Genlong. People love me. Even though
John knew I slept with a girl, he didn't care. Still better than sleeping with
another man."
Aoey straightened up. Her face changed from happy for victory to sullen
when she heard that.
"You are so confident."
"Like you last night. You wanted me so much. Even though you're a
woman, think like a man, like John. How could I resist you?"
"I want to test if this is true. Let's see if he still loves me when he sees all
these brands."
I smiled arrogantly. She looked at me angrily. I told her to leave the room
and treated her like it was nothing important.
"Out of here. I'll take a shower."
The soft eyes left the room but did not forget to knock on the door. I did not
lose against her, but my heart hurt. It took me almost an hour to shower.
When I was sad, bathing helped me the most. When I came out, she was
gone. She must have been angry or trying to make me feel as useless as a
used tissue that is thrown away when used. I left the room feeling as useless
as she wanted me to feel. I walked back to see John, hoping he could hug
me and make me feel better, but instead I ran into Tod. That was good...
better than John.
"Hey! Why do you look like this?"
"I thought you said you'd be back since last night."
My eyes were full of tears. I couldn't hold it in anymore. First, he smiled
when he saw me, then he saw my tears and sighed.
"What happened this time?"
"Why are you... here... not in Bangkok?..."
I sobbed and hugged him as if he were my older brother.
"You are here as if you know I need you here."
"Gen... What happened?"
"It's so painful, Tod. So much pain."
She was successful in taking revenge. my heart stepped on it. Our sex last
night had maximized the pain even more after years of thinking it would be
okay to deal with it. I wanted to have her again and I wanted her back. I felt
sorry for myself after she treated me like a worthless handkerchief. What
happened last night wasn't real... right?... She told me she loved me...that
didn't mean anything...really?
"What goes around comes around. This is what I have to pay. I don't think I
can handle this... I'm about to die."
"I'm about to die... please... help me...
