Maze Runner Prefrences/Imagines

Poem

Hey guys...this isn't an imagine or preference...it's a poem I wrote when I re-read page 250...it killed me to write this but...enjoy...it's written as Thomas but it's literally how every Newt lover feels...

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I hated watching him suffer and cry.
I hated the way the tears fell from his eyes.
I hated the bullet that ripped through his brain.
I hated the insanity that took over his sane.

The nights I stayed up crying in bed.
Wishing he was here and not just dead.
I lost my every thing when the trigger was pulled.
He was so strong no matter what happened, he was always so bold.

The stupid stones that broke his bones.
The stupid walls that stole his soul.
The declaration that killed me inside.
And the way he said he was fine, I can't believe he lied.

Stealing the precious moments of my life.
Extinguishing the fire in his eyes, once brighter than any light.
The way he was perfectly fit together.
The way I will miss him forever and ever.

I never got to say goodbye.
I will never let him go.
He lives forever in my heart.
My mind, my life, my soul.

So in the end...it hurts to think about my once fully sane best friend.
Hearing his last words make it worse.
Even though I replay them all the time.
It will ring out like a bang for the rest of my life.
Driving my insane.

My Newt whispering...

Please Tommy please.

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I know that was terrible of me...and it probably made you cry...if you like Newt as much as me...which is impossible but...I hope you liked it...so sorry again...