Never Give Up (Connor Franta Fan Fiction)

Chapter 6

**Avery POV**

Now and then I think about when we were together

Like when you said you were so happy you could ----

I had to stop the song I know what came next. I felt terrible Connor knows my secrets now. What am i going to do? I feel like i could crawl into a ball and die. I knew they would be at the dorm soon. I needed to release my pain. There are two ways I know. I was way to young to do one, I mean i still have my whole life ahead of me. So I choose choice two. Its the way i always have let out my pain. I headed to the bathroom when I heard someone out side with the sound of keys shaking. Just as the door opened i locked the bathroom door. I had my phone and what I needed. I was still crying and I knew they could hear it cause I heard Connor asking me to come out of the bathroom, the tone in his voice told you he was scared. I can't let him stop me from doing this. I took my wrist and I cut it, I screamed due to the pain. But i just kept cutting after I cut myself a few times I stopped I could hear Connor still he was banging on the door now. I walked over to the door and unlocked it as soon as I unlocked it, it opened. I felt like I was gonna faint, there was blood all over the floor, sink, and me.

"AVERY!" Connor screamed tears streamed down his face. I felt everything spinning around me I was definitely going to faint, and I was going to right now. I then felt Connor's arm catch me. After that I heard sirens and thats all, after that everything went blank.

**Connor POV**

As we pulled up to Raynah and Avery's dorm I saw Avery's car. I let out a sigh of relief, I knew she was somewhat safe. We ran to the dorm we couldn't waste any time. Raynah was shaking, she does this whenever shes scared and nervous, I grabbed the keys from her and unlocked the door. As soon as I unlocked it Avery had locked the bathroom door. I went straight to that door to try and talk her out of anything stupid.

"Avery if you can hear me please come out, please I really need you to come out here, please don't do anything" I twisted and turned the doorknob, nothing worked. A few seconds later I heard a scream of pain. I felt tears run down my face. I started to bang on the door, I just heard scream after scream with crying mixed in. I couldn't take it. About three minutes later of banging, screaming, and crying the door finally unlocked and opened. There stood Avery coverd in blood. The sink and floor covered in her blood.

"Avery why, why did you do this, I told you not to do anything stupid. And you didn't listen to me." Just as I finished I could tell she was gonna faint. I dove and caught her in my arms. Nicole and Zack went to get help from the neighbors while Raynah called the police. After about 10 minutes the police and ambulance were surronding the building. I got in the ambulance with Avery and they took her to have surgery, while they took me, Raynah, Zack, and Nicole to a room so we could get some rest.

**THE NEXT MORNING; STILL Connor POV**

"Connor--Connor, what happened?" I heard Avery sweet voice and I woke right up.

"You let Britt get in your head and get to you. Look at your arms." I walked over to her and held her hand.

"You probably don't want to be friends with me cause im a pshyco." As she said that everyone else woke up. "All of you probably dont want to be friends with me, and Raynah I understand if you want a new roommate."

"Are you kidding, we love you. If we didnt want to be your friends why are we here?" Raynah replied to her

"We Love You Avery!" Nicole  and Zack said which cheered her up a little. At that moment in time I just couldn't resist my urge I need to feel her soft lips again. I brushed her hair away from her face, leaned in and kissed her. I felt her blushing. As soon as we broke the kiss she remembered last night when I kissed her.

"Avery I love you!" I felt myself blushing as well now.

"I love you too Connor!" She replied right as the doctor came in.

**Avery POV**

I can't believe he kissed me and told me he loved me and I told him love him. But I cant think that now I said as the doctor walked in.

"Hello, Avery how are you feeling this morning?"

"Umm pretty good." 

"Good." The doctor added. "We are going to be sending you home but you can't not be alone. Someone needs to be with her at all times and I am prescribing you a depression medication and an anxiety medication. I will right down everything you need to know. And you can go to the front desk when your ready and she'll have all the papers you need. Have a good day." 

"You too," We all said.

"I brought you some clothes so go get changes and we'll leave." Raynah said guesturing to the pile of clothes. I went into the bathroom and started to get changed into my clothes (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=78832475). Then threw my hair into a braid. And then we left and went home. They had cleaned up the bathroom so I didn't see if but I could see it still on replay in my head.

( ☁☁ Author's Note: So guys this was just a chapter that I came up with due to the end of the last chapter I can't blieve earlier today I had the prologue and chapters 1-2 and in one day I wrote chapters 3-6. But I think this story is pretty good! kk byeeee. ☁☁ )