Never Give Up (Connor Franta Fan Fiction)

Chapter 19

**Connor POV**

Roll down the window I see nothin' but the sun

I know I tried to run last night,

But now I'm gonna do it right!

Your eyes are shinning even though we're still young

I can tell you baby honestly I'd rather have you be with me

I know you can be my girlfriend,

I can be your boyfriend

We can get through anything and everthing

I know we can stay together

Get through any weather, yeah

No matter what tomorrow brings.

I woke up to music playing in the bathroom and the shower running. I looked at my phone it was 12:30. I turned my neck to see if Avery was in the shower or Raynah, Raynah was passed out with her feet on her pillow. The water then turned off, I pretended to be sleeping still so she couldn't tell I was up. She came in to the room looking for her clothes. She didn't realize me at all. She went back into the bathroom and came out about 15 minutes later. She looked beautiful in the outfit she was wearing (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=82342066), what am I saying she looks beautiful no matter what. I think she realized I was up because she came over to me and bent down so I was looking into her eyes. They were a beautiful hazel color. 

"Hey can we talk... In private?" She knocked me out of my thoughts. Why in private Raynah's still asleep was all I could think of. Then I heard a huge yawn and saw Raynah walk into the bathroom. You tell in Avery's eyes she  was getting a little mad since I wasn't responding. "HELLO earth to Connor. Can we talk or no?" I nodded and we walked outside.

"What's wrong?"

"Everything Connor."

"What do you mean everything?"

"I mean't what I said, EVERYTHING is wrong."

"I can't help you if you don't give me something. All your saying is EVERYTHING."

"Connor I can't do this whole you me thing right now I hope you understand." I could tell this was hard for her to say. But the next part would be even hard. Her eyes were tearing and her mascara was all over her face now. Then she continued. It was the one thing I would never expect her to say, "Connor I think we should break up." I felt a tear run down my face, she is one of the only people I can actually cry in front of. 

"Avery you don't mean that. What about when were at school were still gonna see each other."

"I don't know if I am still going to be attending college after this year."

"Avery please don't do that because of me."

"I can do what I want."

"You are not leaving that college. Its like leaving your dads memory behind you."

"Well maybe I should. Look I am done talking now. I really sorry." She went to go turn around but I grabbed her and pulled her into my chest. We stood there for about 10 minutes. She was finally done crying but I couldn't handle this. she is my life, my world, my everything. Why can't she see that.

"I never said I couldn't see that." Shit when ever I think and I am upset I talk my thoughts aloud. "Connor I know you care. I just was saying after everything that happened yesterday."

"Yesterday was yesterday. Today's a whole new day. So is tomorrow and that day after that and even after that. People weren't made to be perfect, they were made to mess up. That why I love you cause your not perfect and you do mess up but you don't try to pretend your perfect and leave your problems alone. You run sraight at them. And that's why I love you. And I want to be with you till the day I die and even beyond that day. So Avery will you please take me and my mitakes back?" I brushed a strand of hair from infront of her face to behind her ear. 

"Connor. Why do you make stuff so difficult. I will take you back but on one condition."

"Im listening."

"Good. I will take you back if you don't let stuff like yesterday happen again."

"Ill try." She giggled and wrapped her arms around my neck. I wrapped my arms around her waist. We both then leaned in and kissed. 

"AWWWWWWWWW!" Was all we heard. We broke from the kiss to see everyone at the door. Well lets try and not screw up this time, wish me luck!

( ☁☁ Author's Note: Hey guys so I can't believe I have 1,848 reads and 39 votes! I LOVE YOU GUYS! So I might not update till next week unless I use my phone because the wifi at my house isn't working, but ill try. Hopefully getting my own computer by the middle of the summer so I can type up some stuff in the notes and just have that so I can update more often. Well see ya later. BYEE!! ☁☁ )